Priorities

Sup world, yes I'm not dead  from the apocalypse... 

So i started working in this pet shop... At first, me without experience and my simple mind set, i took the world way too simple....

Because as u all know, mind sets and thinkings will change overtime depending on what you've been through or experienced.... After working for around 2 weeks in that shop, i think that humans are more fucked up than they usually are... At first i thought that humans are fucked up already...but to a certain extent... not that over the bar kind of limit yet.... But when i face these fucked up humans longer, they will turn out to be more fucked up than i can ever imagine...

I admit and i know that i love animals, especially dogs. But come on! Dogs are dogs, not human beings... Yes, they are the closest to human beings... They do not cheat and are loyal partners and are good listeners, although they dont give you replies on how u should handle stuff... but they will still listen and not make a fuss about it... Humans are not the best students, as a matter of fact, dogs are. I can give you that. But humans nowdays are not drawing the line or limit between them and the dog...

Lets have an example here. I have a dog named Max.... And there are 4 things that pet owners should pay attention to... My dog max is under 4 categories... 1st, He's an animal. 2nd, He is a species. 3rd, He is a breed. 4th, His name is Max... With this number arrangement, you will have a line or a limit between u n the dog... First, to us, Max is an animal, nothing wrong with that... (In our mindset he is an animal...Remember that)... Second, His species is dog...(For us to set in our mind, that he is a dog to us) Third, He has a breed, lets say golden retriever... And last, his name is max...(this dog has a name and its name is max, our friend)...

As you see it, the arrangement of numbers... they MUST go 1...2...3...4... And humans nowdays, how they treat their dog is.... 4...3...2...1... I didnt say a dog cannot be our friend, but a clear line must be drawn so that things are clearer.... For me, a dog needs discipline... what not to do and what to do when told.... When the dog is your friend, you will play with it and stuff like that... Thats ok for a HUMAN friend... if u start treating a dog as a friend, in the dogs mindset... they will think that you are their follower, means under them... because u feed them... gave them affection...etc...

Customers walk in the shop... mostly 10/10 customers are not able to handle their dog... Their dog will be pulling them all around the shop and shit n pee everywhere... A dog, why are they pulling their owners when they go on a walk? Who usually goes or walks infront of everyone? Its whose in-charge... right? Walking the dog is the fundementals of a balanced dog... You can earn respect from a dog during the walk when u show them who is the real pack leader. People now thinks that walking the dog, literally means WALKING the dog... bring the dog out for a walk... and the owners ended up being pulled everywhere... And what's next? Their arms hurt and they stop bringing their dogs out for walks anymore...



There are a few customers, coming in to buy dog food... They were finding for this specific brand which has no more stock... I politely ask if they would want to try another brand or not.... 8/10 CUSTOMERS will say... "Owh i not sure if my dog likes the taste or not.... if he dont eat...all the food would go to waste" I was like....WTF... now thats too much.... You pay for your dog's food, your dog's gonna eat what u FEED it! You give them rice, they EAT....the rice.. You give them chicken, they EAT... the chicken... You DON'T feed them, they eat NOTHING... As simple as that... why are humans treating their dog MORE than how they treat other humans!!!

Parents, having kids... On the dining table... you give them vegetables... they do not eat... what you do? you dont freaking CHANGE the vegetables... What if they EAT the vegetables? Will u be feeding them the SAME vegetables forever because they DONT EAT other vegetables? When they don't eat their vegetables, some parents punish their kids by disallowing them to leave the dinning table if they do not finish the vegetables...


NOW COME ON! You treat your dog better than your KIDS? Just jump off a roof and die pls.... You gave birth to your kids and now you treat a DOG, which is probably bought or adopted better than your kids? Just let car bang.... I can't say much for those owners who have their dogs allergic to chicken or other ingredients....


Few days before, my parents went to the market to buy stuffs.... They saw a dog owner, carrying her dog on her arms... And my father jokingly said, not sure if that owner treats her parents as good as their dog or not.... Some people really treat their dogs better than they treat their parents.... You need to train your dog.... you give them treats and spend time on them so they know a certain trick... But do they spend that amount of time and patience with their parents? Do they spend more time with their dog or their parents? Although my father jokingly said this, but hey... it makes sense...


I don't know how long can i take it in that shop...facing fucked up humans and most of all...fucked up dogs who are freakingly spoilt! I don't blame the dogs for being spoilt...they do not think that much... Its all about the owners...on how they treat them.... You brought back a dog one day.... if that dog is furious, its because of how the owner brought up the dog....if the dog is healthy and smart...its also about the owners... Because dogs do what they are told... Eventhough you hit them, they wont complain anything and just let you do it... Because we humans/owners are their only closest thing that they can depend on....


Owh well... nobody knows how long i can take it there.... with the bullshit salary and a fucked up supervisor and a fucked up company... I dont hate my jobs or dogs... just that i hate all the above... which is salary,supervisor and company...


Peace out!

The End

So here m i.....midnight sitting alone in front of the computer... I went from watching NBA highlights to Dota highlights to the most feared video for me.... End of the world videos... idk what got into me, i started searching for end of the world symptoms...scientifically proven facts...

Its like there are many sentences on some revolution bible or some sort...i remembered one is like long time ago, a person i guess...asked God what are the symptoms that the world is going to end...and there are many weird weird signs... It all will start with countries having war against each other. In fight for resource and power. That is when humanity starts destroying each other for their own profit and greed. That is where humanity really is gonna fall.... These disasters, although thank god it didnt happen to me... Its still very scary and with people dying...

Somemore that time eric showed me the music video of jay chou --
 世界未末日(Not the End of the World)... Really for that night was like cannot sleep...quite freaked out because of the mv....its like the world still has 8 hours b4 the meteor hits the earth... and everybody went n did what they wanted to do before its too late... Small boy went n see his girlfriend... girl hugs her puppy and take her for a walk...guy goes back to find his mother... u know...all these stuffs that we wont do when we are still alive... We tend to do all these stuffs when we know we are gonna regret not doing it.... Its not easy...not easy at all... I told my friend...i've entered college...went to university...everything is almost done for me... just that whats left is confessing to the person i like... If i done that , i really have nothing much to regret... In fact, i have NOTHING more to regret not doing... 

But then its not that easy...its easy to call people to go and do what they wish to do but do not dare to do... I asked my friend what will he do few minutes or hours before the world ends... He said he will call up his x gf who broke up with him and apologize for the things he had done... I asked why not now...he said if now she will either scold back him or do not pick up the phone...stuff like that... only when its like ending of the world only she will scared or some sort... What is with this...i know that fear can make humans do many things out of expectation... Because of dignity, and afraid of being ashamed is what's stopping us from doing what we should do and not wait for last minute to do it... I can't say much....i m not going anywhere with what i m suppose to do... Maybe la...maybe before the world ends... then will call her up or something...and by that time phone lines are destroyed and cannot use...THAT....will be a damn hilarious troll...will be saying to myself...."fuck" and "owh god why" ... can imagine that scene now, me making that pokerface...

How long can we continue to bluff ourselves? Its real, its near and why do some of us choose not to believe it? You want to be optimistic? Ok go on, but everything has an expiration date... Nothing lasts forever... For me, i think Malaysian teenagers are not well expossed to what is happening outside of our country... Penang got tsunami , yala...everybody knows... Tsunami and tornados happened in other countries nobody are that aware of... Malaysian TV news are limited, some news are not broadcasted and hence i found them on youtube... Its a compilation, but at least that's something i cannot get in my everyday TV news... Everything that is happening is not normal... Dead fishes, whales, dolphins washed up shores? Sea and rivers turning red all of a sudden.... Bees gone missing... Birds falling out from the sky like raindrops... If we see this in our everyday lives, its normal... But then for you...is this normal? 

I know i know...some do not believe in this end of the world shit...but still it scares the crap out of me... funny speaking...the reason i m scared of it is because of scared of pain perhaps? LOL, me thinking of drowning, hit on the head by a hard object and still alive...bleeding...hands and arms get chopped off... Last words...clocks ticking guys...do whats right!!

Below are some videos la..i mean not to say really believe...but still....check it out for yourselves...the bottom video is 1 hour plus long...lol

Are you not entertained? LOL

Sorry with the ugly layout...need time to adjust....


Peace out!

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Hi...
So...Friday was a damn epic day for me... Lol..nothing much..its just that alot of things happen in one day....Make me like damn tired..YOLO...

Ok...it started off with normal class like usual in the morning... And waited for eric until 1230 then we go eat as usual... Then after eat we will go back to our stuff in sas room... Was like damn random stomach ache...so i opend the door and throw everything in my pocket inside...including the keys....and rushed to the toilet.. when i came out...saw one weird looking human being walking to the toilet and asked me do i have the keys with me? I was like...ok i know where this is going( thinking in my mind ).. Then he said he locked the door... So yeap...all of my property was gone..and locked away inside the room...from me.... Asked Dr Lee and Mr Chin to help me with the door...I tried every ways of opening the door...another type of key, weird human being tried using hair pin to open the door...high as fuck, think he is james bond and shit...(9gaggers will understand) but then still fail...:/ owh well...Called my club president and she is in 1Utama.. Called club's photographer...he is at KL attending a talk...

So was like...thinking...crap..got a quiz on that day...database fundamentals... Its worth 5 marks out of my 50% coursework... Thinking and thinking case 1...if i go to my class...it ends at 530... and by that time only go 1Utama...come back it will be around 6/630/7 pm? By that time the doors of the lecturer office will be close... The next day is saturday and sunday, i doubt that they will be open... And all my property inside includes wallet with all the usual stuff, phone, laptop, books AND MY CAR KEY....LOL...#life... Case 2, if i go take the key from my president in 1Utama, i will lose 5% of my coursework mark...and a day's attendence...Seems fair to me...( Ya the decision i made, i was not anywhere close to proud i made that decision)  So waited until 230 for human being to finish class.... Our journey starts from there... Fistly we walked to his house to get his car to go to 1Utama... Very awkward walk, the furthest i've walked since i had a car... So went to 1Utama and he bragged about his reverse parking which was senget...==... So walked and walked contacting Christine-Club President for the key...Might be come miscommunication dont understand where is she at...lol walked here and there and really don't like 1Utama...too big...maybe not used to it...lol...

Gao dim stuffs saw kher shin n sylvia there for their friend's farewell...Hi, Bye then me and human being headed home...Bla bla bla..owh ya...havent mention the lotion in human being's car.. The lotion belongs to his mom...i use abit on my hands and things start getting weird....lol its like damn oily... :/...maybe guys r not suitable to use hand lotion...so i rub in on his legs and arms...GAY! So reach his home..saw basketball court with a low hoop... I suggested to play awhile. since like we r damn lifeless... So play awhile i dunked a few...And human being's mom fetch us to college...

Then go college this shit n that shit got my key and then i think went mcdonald get ice cream! And then stopped at the traffic light... Saw an old couple on a very old motorbike... Really wonder, they had nothing; but still so happy... Really an awesome moment when the wife feeds the husband food from behind... The feeling...:) Then at night swim at sunway club....gao dim

Think thats most of it gua...actually nothing much la...just that so many things done in 1 day and like damn random



P.s the weird human being is eric...lol

Peace Out