I MISS YOU...day 31....

I cant remember any of the details for the pass few days....but i remembered 1 thing....is da day when i finally found the courage to sms her....i was so afraid to sms her....coz i heard rumors that she hates me all kind of stuff....so when i told myself....i already change skol ad lo...y scared....y hesitate?....so i just picked up my hp and sms her....


I 1st ask r u ** ******...then she replies who are you....(i dont wan to go in the details....) then she sent me one message....she said...not to put hope on her....its wasting my time....she called me to study 1st....then all those things we can talk later....i kinda argee with that.....BUT.....i wont do 1 thing she told me....is to dont put hope on her....


SHE is the only reason which kept me moving....if i totally lost hope on her....i would totally be a piece of paper....i dont want that.....i must hav a goal....besides...she is the reason i wanted to change back to smk s4 so badly.....>.<







I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!