9 days of not talking to her~~~i think~~

Hmm...i dono how i felt..but i felt...empty...and not used to it...i hav my own reason not to talk to her...coz i m afraid that my prediction will come true...that is 1 prediction that only myself knows....These 9 days i din talk to her even a single word...makes me feel uncomfortable...coz i m so used to talking to her everyday....knowing that she is happy....but now...i cannot comfirm if she is happy or sad....if she is sad....i hope can share her sadness...make her happy or wat...if she is happy....i hope i can be the reason she is happy...but wat to do...it wont happen...she wont like me...