Confusing~~~

so many days din talk to her ad...feeling abit down...its like eating porridge without anything...my life is plain without her...I asked myself y duwan to talk to her...cannot ans


Me: i miss her, i want to talk to her.

Another me: go talk to her for wat...waste ur time oni...u like her oso duwan to tell
her...lidat how is she going to noe o...if u dowan to tell her...just dun
talk to her la stupid shit.

Me: wat if i tell her...then kena reject? how u wan me to live with that "fear" in me
do you know the feelings of being rejected? i dont even have anymore confident in
myself...sometime i think...can c her to be happy...is enuf...bt when time passes
i hope to be more than just her fren...but can i? i dun think so...

Another me: that is you freking problem la...like a gal bt dun dare to tell...u think
she knows you well meh? knows wat r u thinking...wait long long la

Me: I DONO I DONO I DONO...go left oso wrong go right oso wrong...wat you wan me to
do?















I should hav known that seksyen 4 has the present giving thing...i forgoten ad...when i remembered...oso too late ad...i was planning to give her lollipop...bt..oso dun hav the chance...too late le....regret so much....~~~