Today was at the library...doing my notes and suddenly a group of new students came in for the library tour by a librarian.... So...new students huh....they will be studying in a new environment...Unlike high school...have too much rules and stuff like that.... Now with a new environment...they have to meet new friends and from many groups of friends...they will have their own "gang".... A gang is a group of people that you are comfortable with....
But still....starting a new life in college...doing foundation programs.... Having new friends.... Its all a freaking lie.... Friends who are new will not show you their true color first... Due to make a good impression on other people...ya right...they will show you what you like to see..... Because if they show you who they really are, which i think most probably has many flaws and are problematic... They wont have friends who are willing to make friends with them.... Ironic huh...well its sad but its still a true story after all... I mean there are many people who have many problems with their attitude and stuffs like that... College is a new start and a new life all over again.... Its not the same as high school and primary school where everybody is naive and can have fun together....
In college or university...people tend to be more secretive and fake.... Because college for us is like taking one big step in life to the real world, the real working world... Because life is not fair and we have to learn to live on with it.... I think for me...high school is almost the last place where you can have real friends... Because you spend 5 years together through thick and thin.... For college and universities....everybody has different backgrounds and gone through different things... Thats the reason that made them what they are today.... An attitude is not developed over a week or a month... It is through what they gone through and by the experience they gain.... Still i'm in no place to judge how a person is, but at least also try to make in as not obvious as possible la... Ma de with that attitude....gao lan meh.....What for you hide your flaws and problems....and put on a mask that is able to convince people... Humans sure have problems with humans... And the choice is in your hands on how to react to them... For me just don't care about them....i think maybe its me...since i was young... Maybe its me being too fake...sometimes i just don't know who am i.... Owh well.... I just can say....some people who are important to me...if they are just fucked up and do sohai.....2nd day i can don't care about them... For me its just like one less friend...who has problems.... I had many friends b4... And for those friends who are not important...they are just another friend...I wouldn't care less about them... Maybe it changes too fast...the mask i wear on my face...its too fake and sometimes it even convinced me that i was not wearing any mask and was ME...
In college or university...people tend to be more secretive and fake.... Because college for us is like taking one big step in life to the real world, the real working world... Because life is not fair and we have to learn to live on with it.... I think for me...high school is almost the last place where you can have real friends... Because you spend 5 years together through thick and thin.... For college and universities....everybody has different backgrounds and gone through different things... Thats the reason that made them what they are today.... An attitude is not developed over a week or a month... It is through what they gone through and by the experience they gain.... Still i'm in no place to judge how a person is, but at least also try to make in as not obvious as possible la... Ma de with that attitude....gao lan meh.....What for you hide your flaws and problems....and put on a mask that is able to convince people... Humans sure have problems with humans... And the choice is in your hands on how to react to them... For me just don't care about them....i think maybe its me...since i was young... Maybe its me being too fake...sometimes i just don't know who am i.... Owh well.... I just can say....some people who are important to me...if they are just fucked up and do sohai.....2nd day i can don't care about them... For me its just like one less friend...who has problems.... I had many friends b4... And for those friends who are not important...they are just another friend...I wouldn't care less about them... Maybe it changes too fast...the mask i wear on my face...its too fake and sometimes it even convinced me that i was not wearing any mask and was ME...
It depends on if i want to state it out or not.... I didn't state things out doesn't mean i don't see or know anything.... Sometimes its just me too lazy to voice it out....
Everything i said is what i meant...if you ask me i wouldn't deny anything about what i post...So...i know sure got people who hate me de la....Dont read this blog if its stabbing you in the heart (which makes my point real about you)...
I can’t control my feelings, but I hate how my feelings control me.
Peace out...
