The End

So here m i.....midnight sitting alone in front of the computer... I went from watching NBA highlights to Dota highlights to the most feared video for me.... End of the world videos... idk what got into me, i started searching for end of the world symptoms...scientifically proven facts...

Its like there are many sentences on some revolution bible or some sort...i remembered one is like long time ago, a person i guess...asked God what are the symptoms that the world is going to end...and there are many weird weird signs... It all will start with countries having war against each other. In fight for resource and power. That is when humanity starts destroying each other for their own profit and greed. That is where humanity really is gonna fall.... These disasters, although thank god it didnt happen to me... Its still very scary and with people dying...

Somemore that time eric showed me the music video of jay chou --
 世界未末日(Not the End of the World)... Really for that night was like cannot sleep...quite freaked out because of the mv....its like the world still has 8 hours b4 the meteor hits the earth... and everybody went n did what they wanted to do before its too late... Small boy went n see his girlfriend... girl hugs her puppy and take her for a walk...guy goes back to find his mother... u know...all these stuffs that we wont do when we are still alive... We tend to do all these stuffs when we know we are gonna regret not doing it.... Its not easy...not easy at all... I told my friend...i've entered college...went to university...everything is almost done for me... just that whats left is confessing to the person i like... If i done that , i really have nothing much to regret... In fact, i have NOTHING more to regret not doing... 

But then its not that easy...its easy to call people to go and do what they wish to do but do not dare to do... I asked my friend what will he do few minutes or hours before the world ends... He said he will call up his x gf who broke up with him and apologize for the things he had done... I asked why not now...he said if now she will either scold back him or do not pick up the phone...stuff like that... only when its like ending of the world only she will scared or some sort... What is with this...i know that fear can make humans do many things out of expectation... Because of dignity, and afraid of being ashamed is what's stopping us from doing what we should do and not wait for last minute to do it... I can't say much....i m not going anywhere with what i m suppose to do... Maybe la...maybe before the world ends... then will call her up or something...and by that time phone lines are destroyed and cannot use...THAT....will be a damn hilarious troll...will be saying to myself...."fuck" and "owh god why" ... can imagine that scene now, me making that pokerface...

How long can we continue to bluff ourselves? Its real, its near and why do some of us choose not to believe it? You want to be optimistic? Ok go on, but everything has an expiration date... Nothing lasts forever... For me, i think Malaysian teenagers are not well expossed to what is happening outside of our country... Penang got tsunami , yala...everybody knows... Tsunami and tornados happened in other countries nobody are that aware of... Malaysian TV news are limited, some news are not broadcasted and hence i found them on youtube... Its a compilation, but at least that's something i cannot get in my everyday TV news... Everything that is happening is not normal... Dead fishes, whales, dolphins washed up shores? Sea and rivers turning red all of a sudden.... Bees gone missing... Birds falling out from the sky like raindrops... If we see this in our everyday lives, its normal... But then for you...is this normal? 

I know i know...some do not believe in this end of the world shit...but still it scares the crap out of me... funny speaking...the reason i m scared of it is because of scared of pain perhaps? LOL, me thinking of drowning, hit on the head by a hard object and still alive...bleeding...hands and arms get chopped off... Last words...clocks ticking guys...do whats right!!

Below are some videos la..i mean not to say really believe...but still....check it out for yourselves...the bottom video is 1 hour plus long...lol

Are you not entertained? LOL

Sorry with the ugly layout...need time to adjust....


Peace out!