Hmm

These few days had too much time in my hands...so i blog about all the crap i think off.... Well because i really have nothing to do...

Recently i don't know what got into me..start talking to myself.... LOL and my best friends are animals/pets.... OOH...a stray dog...stare at em and start talking.... I just got a feeling that bond between animals.... Maybe i was an animal in my previous life..lol Since i m so into animals... Technically i talk to them alot though... Too many problems...dont want to tell human beings..since there's a saying that some of them dont care and some of them glad i have problems.... So.owh well..animals will do... Especially dogs...there are loyal listeners... Although they wont give me feedback.... but talking to them will somehow gave me idea on how to solve my problems... Magically.. i dont know why...but it worked most of the times... you guys should try it at home though...

Sometimes really sad see dogs tied up and not running freely... That sad feeling is there...but still.. i cannot do anything yet... I have nothing and i can do nothing to help them...feel so useless at times.... You see...now i have nothing... No big house enough for dogs to run around.... No money to afford them... Cant pay for their food... Although i might be working next week but still i dont think the money is enough for me to have a dog in my house... Sometimes i feel that those stray dogs are happier than those dogs that are tied up at home... I admit although stray dogs have to find their own food and sometimes need to fight over food with other dogs... but still happier than tied up dogs...although they dont have love from human beings.... Especially those active dogs....when i see them get tied up... Seriously if i were tht dog.... i prefer to die though...Its like i m a talkative person.... and i m not to speak a word for the rest of my live...i will seriously go crazy ....



A man who fears suffering is already suffering from what he fears.
Michel de Montaigne



Peace OUT!!

So...

Seriously need to get a job though.... dont want stay at home n do nothing..i can play computer whole day... Need to get a job n earn my own pocket money because i dont want to depend on my parents too much...they always give me the look everytime i spend too muchh....zzzz  The other reason why i must get a part time job... Is that i dont want to face family...zzz... No freedom at all.... Actually wanted to go interview with my friend today..but he study so we change the date... N i told my parents... Then the comparism starts...saying that see he so hardworking n study n shit... N i sleep until 12pm... Seriously i dont want to say anyhthing...let them do the stupid comparism...zzz...

Usually saturday night is my night with my buddy... we will hang out at night just the two of us n talk crap until 11... And usually i didnt have dinner with my family on saturday night... So today was like forced to go out with them.... K FINE... go out... eat in this chinese restaurant.... didnt talk anything for me... just minding my own business and eating.... This is my life when i m at home.... Dont communicate..because i know everytime i open my mouth...all the things will be bad to me... Parents will take thosse points n turn em against me...zzz... Fuckthisshit.... If i know i will get scolded for any random shit... might as well i keep quiet.... Waste my time trying to argue back n i lazy to argue back.... 1 day per week having my personal time with my friend also a problem to them... what shit is "family outing".... No such thing in my dictionary...k family outing..i sit down there quite...as if i dont exist.... whats the point? Lame.... I guess I m the only one in the world that woudn't want to go outings with my family... I got a feeling this holiday the trip to Hong Kong..i will b forced to go...zzz... I dont like flying to places i dont like.... What can i do when i go Hong Kong... cant buy the things i like... they will complain bag is not big enough and wouldnt want to pay more for the xtra weight... What is the point...


Basically i think there is something wrong with me... In high school...got to one point that i hated girls...alot.... Thanks to my mom....so i bully girls who acted like my mom... Think she is too clever... arrogant...and wants to take control of everything.... That was my own problem i guess at that stage... So girls who r like her...made me damn freaking pissed...to basically i hate girls in my high school life... For now its more better because i dont care that much any more...


M thinking of making my blog private...because its too open... any random cousin of mine that read this blog might tell my parents about it and will get a nice nagging...zzz... Lazy...i dont and do not plan to tell them anything because i will get nagged at the end of the story....LAME!!!



A man cannot reason with the woman he loves: he cares about her too much






Peace OUT!!

Hi

A good friend of mine told me something that i thought it is logical and meaningful.... First off, you see some  couples argue after a few months of a relationship... Why? From my guessing, it is because of they are not themselves when they are with their other half... Months pass by and either one of the couple is lazy of "acting" and shows their true color...

So... What my friend told me was... If we want to be normal and be accepted by our other half, we should start being ourselves from day 1 when we decide to chase after him/her. Lets say if from day1, we are macho, gentleman, patient, clean and stuffs... But actually we are not. For some situations, couples can get over the problem easily either they have a strong relationship or the problem is not a big deal for them. We always want to be the best in front of our partner... Sometimes we aim too good beyond what we can do.... A quick example... For my opinion, if from the day you start to like her, you carry her books in school everytime... And 1 day you two are couples... You need to hold her book everyday, which is probably not you... I know couples out there do not mind holding books... But just that if 1 day you are lazy of "holding books" and do not want to, your other half might think there is something wrong somewhere... I think although this is a bad example, but still i think you guys can get my meaning...

Couples should be able to accept each other's flaws... I still think that they should first accept the worst side of their other half. By doing do, only they are qualified to see the better side of them. Some people might leave after seeing the bad side... But for my opinion, if they can't even handle the bad side, we shouldn't even show them what we are capable of... Owh well... Gues that's that...gotta do my assignments...



Its heart breaking to see good girls being treated awfully, they deserve better but maybe its not their time yet...

Peace Out!!