Sup all,
Procrastination really is a pain in the ass tho... Promised myself that I will blog right after i quit work.... And here I am..1 month later after i quit work only i start blogging...
Okay...so to start with, working life really sucks... There are sayings that your boss will be more strict than your lecturers and teachers in the past... Well I really went through that all... No idea man, i have mixed feelings when i m working... Sometimes supervisor is good sometimes she can be as fucked as hell.... Somehow i think that from all of my friends, i've been through the most... Literally my this experience working is mainly and only for experience and my interest in dogs... I know that this career really is damn damn low pay, rock bottom... But i gain the most experience... I'd rather work in somewhere that i can get experience and maybe write in my resume in the future.... Other freelance jobs are high pay, but the job has no meaning... What to write on my resume in the future? Nothing....
I think my biggest change is my view towards academic studies.... I work as a retail assistant.... With no qualification whats-so-ever... I was literally treated like a stupid and useless worker than doesn't know anything... Companies outside really exploit you to the very max.... From their mindset, all is about money... Owh we need to save cost is it? why dont we hire employees and make them work many hours, we can save cost and have more revenue... I literally worked 5 days a week, weekends must work... work for 12 hours, 2 breaks... Reach home its already 11, and sleep for few hours, wake up at 8+ to get ready for work at 10... And i was like, if i work forever with this salary and being tired as fuck.... I am freaking screwed though... U don't wana know the salary they pay me... its really... i dont say embarrassing , no idea what words to describe... So here comes my biggest change....Before i work, i really had no aim.... No archivements that i want to archive, no nothing... Just going with the flow.... Studying degree? Owh just get a normal degree by passing it all and that's enough for me so that i wont die of hunger.... But after working, i really really want that freaking first class honours... i know its hard, but at least i have an aim and i am working hard to get what i want... Because i'm done being exploited, done being scolded by customers or supervisors... At least with a freaking certificate, they would at least give me a little respect and would not think of me as an idiot...
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