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Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Ask yourselves, WHY NOT ME?

Have it ever occur to you when you get hyped about something or someone where you wished to be like them one day? You do notice that every time you say that you want to be like somebody successful but even you yourself thinks it's not gonna work. Some people wanted to be a singer and people demotivates them by saying, that how many people will be as successful as those stars. Who are we to dream about that we want to be as famous as those rich and successful stars?

Well, it had occurred to me that when my dad says those people in cyber cafes are wasting their money and time. I counter his argument by saying, who knows which day they will be a famous gamer and make more money than you every year? He will say something like, so many gamers, how many gamers will actually become famous. Although he becomes famous, if he's still not the top player, he won't earn much money also.

 You see, this is where teenagers gets demotivated and forget about their purpose of life, their passion and dream. When people doubt your abilities and give you statistics like there are so many billion people in the world, u out of those few billion, what are your odds. This is the time where you need to tell yourselves not to quit. Every famous people had gone through what we are going through right now. People's and self doubt about their abilities. If they didnt say why can't i become famous, one out of a billion is still a probability that i will succeed.

While steve jobs is still in his garage doing his work on computers, Microsoft is already quite a big company at that time. Steve Jobs had many struggles and met many failures. I bet many had told him to give up on what he is doing now and do something more reasonable. If he'd quit at that time, there will be no Macbooks and even the iphone. Its himself who said to his inner self, who says going against one of the biggest software companies in the world is a bad idea. 'If everybody says i can't, i will prove them wrong'.


There are many situations that we can use this 'why not me' concept. For example, getting first class honors in degree, getting selected to work with the top companies of the world or even getting the girl/guy of our dreams. I know sometimes lecturer's will discuss about the passing percentage of a specific subject, maybe the failure rate is 75% or maybe its even 90%. Why can't you be one of the 10% that passed the test?


One of my goals is to bankrupt company X, because i couldn't withstand how they treat their staffs and giving their staffs bullshit working hours with bullshit salary. I told one of my colleague while i was working at company X that i would want to see this company go bankrupt one day. She will call me to dream on, in N years this company will be more recognized and will be more stable due to having many more outlets and bigger target audience. Yes, i do notice all those facts in the future, even though if i fail in the future, at least i tried proving other people wrong.

Yes, i know that talking is easy and do not need effort. Although many people look down on you and don't think that you can succeed, you yourself must be confident with yourselves. If you yourself do not have confidence or believe in yourself, nobody will. Bottom line, you want to become a professional gamer? Go ahead and do it, at least get into competitions and try to improve your skills. There will always be one individual that differs from other individuals that says to themselves that they wan to be in the minor statistic that are going to succeed. ARE YOU ONE OF THEM?

Peace Out

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Sunday, October 27, 2013

Heart VS Head

Have you ever felt that you know what you really want but then your heart chooses another thing? Feeling that you should listen to your heart and not your head? Always confused on which to decide because you're afraid that if you listen to your heart you might end up heartbroken; or if you listen to your head, you might missed out a great opportunity?


If up to this point you don't know what am I talking about you can close this window...

You see, we are all humans.... We all have feelings, sometimes you will get very desperate in need for attention or maybe that other party's attention. You will have that kind of feeling where you think you can just conquer the world with that feeling. And as time goes on, you will think its getting great between the both of you. But you need to face the fact, this is your heart, telling you that it's worth a shot because the heart makes decision based on feelings. On the other hand, the head makes some sort of calculations, critical thinking and predicting what will happen if u do this or if you do that. 


You see, the head and the heart are like husband and wife... The heart = wife, head = husband. The wife, gets to go crazy and all... Doing emotional stuff without knowing what's coming towards them. Where as the brain, the husband must remain sane at all times. The wife gets to go insane, but the husband needs to know whats the right thing to do and make decisions based on analyzing and evaluations. Guiding the wife to the right direction by pulling her back when she is lost. Because you yourself, will be making the final decision whether to make things happen or leave it alone. We as humans need the help of this loving husband and wife to help us make decisions. 

If, people only decides to go with the head, we will be doing many plain stuff and our life won't be interesting. If we only follow what the heart tells us, we will end up in situations that we never thought we would end up in. Take our parents for example, both of them having different opinions and how they view things. If you only follow the mother side for example, or being forced to follow the mother's opinions. Yes, we will be having a good time doing what our mother tell's us to do, with that we also will have a chance to end up in a position where we wouldn't want to be in the first place. If we follow the father's side, we will quite enjoy our life, but will not have any interesting things happen along the way.

This is why, we must always make decisions after it has gone through the husband and the wife. I mean there is also another party, 6th sense or some might say something inside you knows its right. Well, that might be a good source to listen or might be a bad idea but will sound good in the first place.


Peace Out... I am not sure what am I writing..but suddenly feel like writing



Friday, August 2, 2013

Friendzone

Many people are getting friendzoned more often than i thought... For guys, some of them called it an 'investment' where its a free world and he can choose to 'invest' in any investment he wants. As for girls, it is damn obvious that it is the thing that guys hate the most, the 'friendzone'.
Although i might say that guys saying girls are 'investments' are abit harsh... But what to do? Girls do not have a harsh way to define a guy-who-they-only-realize-there-when-they-need-them... 'Investments from guys are not all bad, everybody can see who they want to whenever they want. Its just that whether the chance of being together is high or not...
As for girls, they put guys in the friendzone where they own-self knows that the guy will not have a single shit fucks of chance to be together with the girl. And that damn girl knows it very well, but what to do? Attention from one guy is just not enough to satisfy them. They would want the whole world's attention and might still wanting for more... 

My views are applicable to both guys and girl, just so you all don't think that i only side the guys




And to those people who are in the friendzone...
Those people are not worth your time, you can spend more time on other things such as family or friends, even a dog is more worth your time than wasting time to become a backup eh?
No worries, they will come crawling back to ya anyways... 



Peace Out




Nobody can force me to do what i want. 
Like those movies saying, 'nobody can find me, UNLESS i wanted to be found'
For me, nobody can put me in the friendzone, it is me, voluntarily wanted to go in there to be there for you...
It is my choice whether i wanted to have the 'boyfriend' status or the 'bestfriend' status... If im just sick of everything, I will just leave, as easy as that....nobody can keep me there.



Sunday, June 9, 2013

Bottom of the food chain

Sup bitches.... I know its not a great time to blog now at this time because assignments are due soon and I'm one month away from my finals... As long as i have time i will try not to procrastinate, if not my blog looks dead...

So one day my family and I went to a vegetarian restaurant to have dinner. That was the second time i had my dinner there. Well my past experience was, slow food and the worst of all...WRONG ORDER!!! Well my first time i was still calm and think that its normal for restaurants to take the wrong order.... So i was ok with that on that day...

Honestly i didn't like that restaurant one bit...it has very little variety of food, lets say besides the economy rice, they have like around 10 other food...spaghetti, fried rice etc.... I dont hate or disrespect those family who open up a business and are all related like cousins and uncles and stuff...but this is way too much.... IDK why that particular day I easily got pissed, dont know what happened... I placed my order when the uncle came and took the order.. As usual it take them a long time for the food to be served... The first dish to come was my mom's. She ordered spaghetti if im not mistaken, but when the dish came...its another kind of spaghetti... My parents were kind enough to eat that plate, they are ok with the restaurant messed up their order.... After a few mouths of spaghetti my mom ate, the waiter suddenly came up with a spegethi that my mom ordered...My parents were like think they ate the wrong plate although they served it wrong. They decide to pay for the food that THE RESTAURANT SERVED WRONGLY... We told the waiter about the wrong order and will pay for the wrong order... The waiter, an old uncle thank us for doing so.... For another 15 minutes my siblings's food came and following by my dad's. Maybe this was the reason i got pissed off. I waited so long for the food and nothing came... I went to ask the counter and saying that my food haven't arrive yet... IDK if he did get what i said or act like he did listen and understand...

After a few minutes, a waiter came up to our table with the food that i didnt order. My parents said if they served the wrong food, its ok...just eat it... I was damn furious...Why the fuck should i eat the food that i didnt order? Then what's the point of ordering food if the restaurant will be screwing up the menu? So i waited until every single one of my family finish their food... I was like fuck this shit, lets just pay and GTFO... After my dad paid, he told the cashier to cancel my food so that we wont be paying for it... SUDDENLY! A waiter came out from the kitchen with my food... I was like are you fucking kidding me??!! 30 minutes + only you can get my food out? WTF! Everybody else in the restaurant was staring at me cause i talked damn loudly, and almost cursing everywhere.... The waiter was like sorry sorry...i stared back at the uncle..no fucks given when u mess with my food.... then i simply eat...leaving a small portion left... I wanted to call the waiter to take back the food instead and not paying for the food... But my dad insisted on me finishing the food...

All night he say that we shouldn't be so calculative... We have food, we should be thankful.. Yeah I M thankful for the food i get and for everything else... But at that moment, my point of view was. Just because you guys open a vegetarian restaurant and mostly people who come in here are kind and generous... Doesnt mean you guys can take that for granted... Just because those kind and generous customers do not complain, you guys do not need to change anything... Its the real world come on! Nobody's gonna give face to you because you are this and that! You can't perform, you're gone.... Bankrupt or whatever i dont care... If so many people sympathize everybody, nobody needs to work hard any more. Everybody will be waiting to be sympathized... This world is competitive, i dont care what you are or who you are.... You're not doing a good job, you're gone!  There's no 'owh you need to think from their perspectives...walk a mile in their shoes' bullshit anymore... When you're at the bottom of the food chain, you...will...be..eliminated! End of story...



Peace out!


Sunday, April 21, 2013

What changed me after working experience

Sup all,

Procrastination really is a pain in the ass tho... Promised myself that I will blog right after i quit work.... And here I am..1 month later after i quit work only i start blogging...

Okay...so to start with, working life really sucks... There are sayings that your boss will be more strict than your lecturers and teachers in the past... Well I really went through that all... No idea man, i have mixed feelings when i m working... Sometimes supervisor is good sometimes she can be as fucked as hell.... Somehow i think that from all of my friends, i've been through the most... Literally my this experience working is mainly and only for experience and my interest in dogs... I know that this career really is damn damn low pay, rock bottom... But i gain the most experience... I'd rather work in somewhere that i can get experience and maybe write in my resume in the future.... Other freelance jobs are high pay, but the job has no meaning... What to write on my resume in the future? Nothing....


I think my biggest change is my view towards academic studies.... I work as a retail assistant.... With no qualification whats-so-ever... I was literally treated like a stupid and useless worker than doesn't know anything... Companies outside really exploit you to the very max.... From their mindset, all is about money... Owh we need to save cost is it? why dont we hire employees and make them work many hours, we can save cost and have more revenue... I literally worked 5 days a week, weekends must work... work for 12 hours, 2 breaks... Reach home its already 11, and sleep for few hours, wake up at 8+ to get ready for work at 10... And i was like, if i work forever with this salary and being tired as fuck.... I am freaking screwed though... U don't wana know the salary they pay me... its really... i dont say embarrassing , no idea what words to describe... So here comes my biggest change....Before i work, i really had no aim.... No archivements that i want to archive, no nothing... Just going with the flow.... Studying degree? Owh just get a normal degree by passing it all and that's enough for me so that i wont die of hunger.... But after working, i really really want that freaking first class honours... i know its hard, but at least i have an aim and i am working hard to get what i want... Because i'm done being exploited, done being scolded by customers or supervisors... At least with a freaking certificate, they would at least give me a little respect and would not think of me as an idiot...




My favourite dog in that shop... gotta admit i spoil her

Who say cats and dogs are enemies?

Shih Tzu that was sold by me.

Customer's dog

Customer's Pomeranian 

2nd favourite dog: poodle that i train until can leave the food and won't eat until i let her...
Pomeranian.

Baby of Guinea pig

Guinea pig trying out for the interview for 007


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Roborovski.

Breakfast time!

Fat hao girl girl
More of Ms Cry Baby
Alot more of Ms Cry Baby
Ms Cry Baby

Dont judge me.... its very boring during work u know.... :P



Peace out!

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

DO NOT work for MONEY!

I wanted to blog this topic in the future blog post after i finished my part time job .... But i'm so hyped right now that i decided to blog about this topic before my inner fire goes away...


So, what they say is that we shouldn't work for money and should work in the field that we enjoy or has interest in. If we do that, we can enjoy more on what we love to do and actually won't wake up in the morning and think owh fuck i have to work today... Instead, we all can wake up thinking yeah i'm getting paid to do what i love and there's no stress at all...

That's one way to put it, but i still prefer my version of it, no offence to the person who made that quote... But in my way, i would call everybody NOT TO WORK FOR MONEY! Why? I'll tell you why... First... The company you work in CANNOT control you or what you do.... For example...

Case 1 (You work for money): They will like find many ways to make you to do what they want you to do... In the work I'm currently working, they have this performance statistic or some fucking sort... The better your work performance is, then they will reward you with money... Another is they will have this talk or orientation or some sort, and when i said i DO NOT want to go, they say that it will affect my statistic... Selling specific products, you will gain a fucking mother fucker small amount of commision... And i would work my ass out for that small commision and the company i work for gains alot out of it...


Case 2 ( You DONT work for money): They cannot control you like they used to or want to... Owh performance statistic? I don't give a fuck about that...anyhow how much can you reward me? 10 bucks? 30 bucks? Meh... I was suppose to go to this orientation and i think that it is a waste of time... So at the beginning i ask the supervisor what will happen if i didnt go... My performance will drop and no bonus wll be given... At that time i was naive and i think of going...but half way throughout the work i was like fuck this shit...deduct all you want....as long as it doesn't affect my basic salary... Commision for the product i sold? Bitch please who cares about that small amount of money... And if i do not serve the customer, i get more resting time... who cares...

Not sure if the company i work for is fucked up or should i practice this in my future work environments... I don't always cause a scene... but then I will try to maintain my aim of not working for money... I will only work because i love that job...


Peace out





Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Priorities

Sup world, yes I'm not dead  from the apocalypse... 

So i started working in this pet shop... At first, me without experience and my simple mind set, i took the world way too simple....

Because as u all know, mind sets and thinkings will change overtime depending on what you've been through or experienced.... After working for around 2 weeks in that shop, i think that humans are more fucked up than they usually are... At first i thought that humans are fucked up already...but to a certain extent... not that over the bar kind of limit yet.... But when i face these fucked up humans longer, they will turn out to be more fucked up than i can ever imagine...

I admit and i know that i love animals, especially dogs. But come on! Dogs are dogs, not human beings... Yes, they are the closest to human beings... They do not cheat and are loyal partners and are good listeners, although they dont give you replies on how u should handle stuff... but they will still listen and not make a fuss about it... Humans are not the best students, as a matter of fact, dogs are. I can give you that. But humans nowdays are not drawing the line or limit between them and the dog...

Lets have an example here. I have a dog named Max.... And there are 4 things that pet owners should pay attention to... My dog max is under 4 categories... 1st, He's an animal. 2nd, He is a species. 3rd, He is a breed. 4th, His name is Max... With this number arrangement, you will have a line or a limit between u n the dog... First, to us, Max is an animal, nothing wrong with that... (In our mindset he is an animal...Remember that)... Second, His species is dog...(For us to set in our mind, that he is a dog to us) Third, He has a breed, lets say golden retriever... And last, his name is max...(this dog has a name and its name is max, our friend)...

As you see it, the arrangement of numbers... they MUST go 1...2...3...4... And humans nowdays, how they treat their dog is.... 4...3...2...1... I didnt say a dog cannot be our friend, but a clear line must be drawn so that things are clearer.... For me, a dog needs discipline... what not to do and what to do when told.... When the dog is your friend, you will play with it and stuff like that... Thats ok for a HUMAN friend... if u start treating a dog as a friend, in the dogs mindset... they will think that you are their follower, means under them... because u feed them... gave them affection...etc...

Customers walk in the shop... mostly 10/10 customers are not able to handle their dog... Their dog will be pulling them all around the shop and shit n pee everywhere... A dog, why are they pulling their owners when they go on a walk? Who usually goes or walks infront of everyone? Its whose in-charge... right? Walking the dog is the fundementals of a balanced dog... You can earn respect from a dog during the walk when u show them who is the real pack leader. People now thinks that walking the dog, literally means WALKING the dog... bring the dog out for a walk... and the owners ended up being pulled everywhere... And what's next? Their arms hurt and they stop bringing their dogs out for walks anymore...



There are a few customers, coming in to buy dog food... They were finding for this specific brand which has no more stock... I politely ask if they would want to try another brand or not.... 8/10 CUSTOMERS will say... "Owh i not sure if my dog likes the taste or not.... if he dont eat...all the food would go to waste" I was like....WTF... now thats too much.... You pay for your dog's food, your dog's gonna eat what u FEED it! You give them rice, they EAT....the rice.. You give them chicken, they EAT... the chicken... You DON'T feed them, they eat NOTHING... As simple as that... why are humans treating their dog MORE than how they treat other humans!!!

Parents, having kids... On the dining table... you give them vegetables... they do not eat... what you do? you dont freaking CHANGE the vegetables... What if they EAT the vegetables? Will u be feeding them the SAME vegetables forever because they DONT EAT other vegetables? When they don't eat their vegetables, some parents punish their kids by disallowing them to leave the dinning table if they do not finish the vegetables...


NOW COME ON! You treat your dog better than your KIDS? Just jump off a roof and die pls.... You gave birth to your kids and now you treat a DOG, which is probably bought or adopted better than your kids? Just let car bang.... I can't say much for those owners who have their dogs allergic to chicken or other ingredients....


Few days before, my parents went to the market to buy stuffs.... They saw a dog owner, carrying her dog on her arms... And my father jokingly said, not sure if that owner treats her parents as good as their dog or not.... Some people really treat their dogs better than they treat their parents.... You need to train your dog.... you give them treats and spend time on them so they know a certain trick... But do they spend that amount of time and patience with their parents? Do they spend more time with their dog or their parents? Although my father jokingly said this, but hey... it makes sense...


I don't know how long can i take it in that shop...facing fucked up humans and most of all...fucked up dogs who are freakingly spoilt! I don't blame the dogs for being spoilt...they do not think that much... Its all about the owners...on how they treat them.... You brought back a dog one day.... if that dog is furious, its because of how the owner brought up the dog....if the dog is healthy and smart...its also about the owners... Because dogs do what they are told... Eventhough you hit them, they wont complain anything and just let you do it... Because we humans/owners are their only closest thing that they can depend on....


Owh well... nobody knows how long i can take it there.... with the bullshit salary and a fucked up supervisor and a fucked up company... I dont hate my jobs or dogs... just that i hate all the above... which is salary,supervisor and company...


Peace out!