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Sup ...there are so many assignments kicking in one by one...guess have not so much time to blog...

Have been imagining. what my life would be 8/9 years from now... It is so unpredictable and every step i take would lead to different future.... As you know...my stupid brain always tend to think more than expected... There is at one point my brain imagine my future and link to the girls i like... You see...different partner sharing the same lives as you will really make a big difference...

In my dictionary...there are two different type of girls... One is nice..abit serious...kind...and materialistic... Another one is nice..playful...active...and not a spendthrift...but very social-able...

If my life ended up with girl type1... I picture myself... having my own business, earns alot of money and work very hard.... In this case...I MUST own a business...if not i really can't afford the best for her... Because if I have girl type 1 as my wife... i would want her to be happy... I just picture myself trying very hard to earn money and to support my family... For sure I wont let my wife work, therefore I am the only one working in the family and there is a heavy responsibility on my shoulder.... Yes yes i would be happy and stuff... But i do not think that it is what I really want... You see my brain thought this up when i was in the shower... and you know people tend to think alot when they are in the shower...so this fast vision came into my mind... If i were to have girl type1 as my wife... I gotta study hard from now onwards... That will lead to a more secure future for me and my future family... Which is so not me...

The next is girl type2... I would sacrifice everything i have to find a girl type 2... This kind of girl are really extinct from this world already... There are a few more out there...but most of them already have found their partner... So it is very hard to find... because I do not spend that much ... due to laziness... I am lazy to go shopping, eat nice food and etc...BTW i do not have taste buds... all nice foods are still foods to me.... I do not care so much on whether is the food nice or not... For me it is still food... Like my late grandmother once said... No matter what you eat... it will still be digested and it will become the shit we shit today... Don't tell me that if you eat some more expensive food you will have a different output from your ass... And that saying is stuck in my brain since then.... You see...my results are not that good... I failed 8 out of 10 subjects during my high school life... That is the "best" i archived for my whole life... And I am not a very good student... What am I? I am lazy, think I am the best but actually I am not... With my "good" attitude... I might not succeed in the future... I might end up working under people and never gonna be a boss... But the most i can be is maybe a boss of a small small computer shop... thats my vision... and spending rest of my life with girl type2... I would be satisfied enough...


K thats all I think..gotta go back to my assignments...

Not that I cared less...just that I stop showing....


Peace out!!