New start

Sup....just back from celebrating Chinese New Year...and just survived 3 days without internet....

This is what i got as my big angpao just before CNY

Well after cny...its a new start for everybody....i was just wondering about new year resolutions... Many people are making themselves new year resolution...guess i should make 1...at least i have an aim... Well mine is not about getting good results and scoring in exams.... Mine is weird...like i told my friend... The next girl i like i will put in all effort to get her....well weird ... Its just so hard to like a person...TROLL....#justsaying...

There are so many nice girls out there....and everyone of them should find themselves a good partner....mine is out there somewhere...or maybe she is already in my life i just didnt realize yet... You see, i don't want to miss out the chance to be with her... that's why for the time being...i must prepare myself so i won't miss my chance... I've let a nice girl slipped out of my hands once...i don't want it to happen again... At that time, it was still my first love...gotta admit she is a nice girl and deserves someone that treats her well... I wasn't ready by then... I was an ass thinking back from now... was damn naive and cannot provide her what she need... Unless i m ready and have full confidence......then i will go for the girl i like...but for now...#waitAndSee

Chinese New Year was ok i guess...lesser relative came home because they are studying overseas or not free... So hung out with the usual cousins i hang out with. So...baby nephew...kinda cute though..i guess err 10-11 months old? That's when i asked my cousin the feeling of being a father...he said i will know when i get there... #_#... Babies had the best smile ever... Well...at least their smile and laughter is 100% real... Some people outside...ya they smile...but its still 30% sarcasm?? I mean its not real... For a baby...when they are happy, they smile...when they are sad, they cry... The worst case is people in the real world...laugh and smile with you when they are the ones who hated you... Scary shit...aint nice...

So this is bullshit...i guess from now on gotta count on myself to do everything huh? Had problem with my scalp...my parents said it was my diet problem...became vegetarian for 2 weeks...nothing happen..still the same.. When i asked them to bring me go see doctor...they don't want... i mean seriously? Fine...shall do it alone then... When i start working i will get my scalp checked... using my own money...zzz.. I always wanted a puppy/dog...since i was 7 years old...got a first puppy from the streets, ran away.... Got a dog from spca or paws i cant remember... They inject the puppy when he was still too young...Died...thanks...zz.. After that i keep on asking for a dog... The only answer i get is our house is not big enough... So i waited...10 years passed....i've moved to a new house... And i asked again... they say the house is not big enough... I was like WTF...seriously? I bet our house has more space than those rich people who tie their dog and giv their dog a small amount of space... Wth man... i've waited 10 years and still can't get a dog..zz.. Fine...i shall move out from the house after working for 1 or 2 years and get myself a dog... No help needed...

Change will not come if we wait for some other person or some other time. We are the ones we've been waiting for. We are the change that we seek.


Through humor, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers. And once you find laughter, no matter how painful your situation might be, you can survive.

我不管你用任何眼光看我 我都不会选择放弃

我要坚持到底 忽略那些冷言冷语

Used err...5-6 days to finish 1 post...so the time abit not right....#youdontsay

Peace out!!