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• • Do you know?
    You have a wonderful smile
    I would do anything for those smile of yours even it means running a thousand mile
    Your smile is not something that money can buy
    Although its hard to make you smile but I shall try
    To others...
    Its just another smile
    But to me...thats what keeps me company on a deserted isle
    Seeing you smile makes me stronger everyday
    Its so strong it can event prevent doomsday
    You smile its like my oxygen
    Its same as kids nowdays need vitagen
    But kids don't need vitagen to live
    I need your smile so that I can stay positive
    
    
    I don't think this above is a good poem...but its meant for somebody very important in my life...Without her my life is meaning less....Its her that adds color to my life and make my life so interesting...
    
    
    
    
    peace out!
    
    

Whee

Holidays really can kill people...Well at least it managed to kill me... I am like rotting inside my house everyday.... Playing computer, going for basketball, driving here and there, etc.

On the second week of the holiday, really can't sleep at night.... Not because i had my nap in the afternoon and was not sleepy at night.... I've tried not to take my nap and still fail to sleep at night... My research shown that i must be in bed rolling here and there for 1 hour before i fall asleep.... There's many things in my head....and getting them out is what I want, but not what can do... 1 hour consists of thinking college life....friends....and i've found out that another thing is in my head that prevents me from sleeping.... Well I guess it her alrite... What ta do...

I think i shouldn't waste time already....Well i guess my type of liking someone is for the fun of it...I don't really want to be in a relationship actually... I don't know why i must go and hope on something that I don't want and won't be a reality... Humans, will meet their true love twice in their lives, the first one....Well, the moment you know, you had already missed him/her. So comes the second one that i think nobody would want to miss out....

People say loving somebody doesn't mean that they have to be in a relationship....weird huh? I don't know, maybe thats true though...I think that i should just get used to it... But personally i think thats bullshit... Lets say you go up to this girl/guy and express your feelings...rejected...Good...nice one! at least you tried! Now get on with your life.... Looking on the bright side, the feeling of being rejected is short-termed....IF you didn't express your feelings and keep it inside you....you won't feel comfortable in the future....Lets put it like this, this girl you like suddenly is in a relationship...and you can't do anything but look at them and carrying a bad feeling everytime you see what you least want to see... I think most people know that looking at the person you like being with another partner....that feeling really makes us want to commit suicide...So I really salute those guys who aren't afraid of rejection and go up to the girl and express their feelings....*hats off

peace out

what type of girls guys like...

hmm....today i was finding for topics for me to write in my blog.....but google gave me many stupid topics...so i asked my sis got what topic to write about.... So she gave me this topic ' what type of girls guys like?'

Interesting topic though....haha

ok let me start...

Most of the guys....like girls who are attractive at first....those girls who don't look pretty, will be the guy's second choice.... Life's not fair right? so means the girls that don't look pretty won't have boyfriend la? I mean thats for most of the guys... On the other hand, a portion of guys prefer girls that are caring, kind, etc. Which means they like a girl by their inner beauty and not their outer beauty....

Guys who see beauty first....i mean they are more no common sense... I mean how long can beauty last? 40 years? 50 years? A beautiful girl doesn't mean that she has a good heart.... has a good heart.... Personality is the most important to search in a girl.... beauty can't last forever....but personality is within an individual...you can't take a person's personality away....

Thats what i think most of the guys will feel.... Next is what i think....

For me, I am different from other guys.... This is not self praise yar.... :p i mean....really.....usually my guys friend will talk about beautiful girls.....yeap..they are beautiful...because i haven know them yet.... Are they that beautiful after i know who they really are? I have a few friends who many people say 'whoah, now thats hot'.... Thats not the truth though... For the girls i like, it doesn't matter whether they are beautiful or not....

For my opinion, the girl that i like.....

1) not that rude : i mean abit of foul language is ok.... I can't expect a girl to be that perfect right? But still...keep the foul language to the minimum....if didn't say bad word...thats better

2) doesn't spend alot of money: this is the type of girl that is going extinct.... Its so hard to find girls that saves up money and don't spend alot..... If i like a girl, i will hope that 1 day she will be my other half right? so if the girl likes to spend alot on ridiculous items....too bad...she can't be my other half... Buy things once in a while is ok with me...but dont like keep buying things.

I think thats all i can think of now....don't know what more to write already....haha...

So...peace out.... ^^

Finally I'm free!!

Today midnight...after 12 i was doing my notes...and chatting with my sis...but she was too tired and went to sleep early..around 12.45 i think....then i continue do my notes....around 1 something....shi ying chatted wif me and i also spend about 20 minutes chatting with her....luckily got her..if not i will b bored to death....then i continue doing my notes after she slept... After a few minutes, i go downstairs to study my mass comm...but it wasnt working that well...cant memorize anything....i was doomed!! Went to bed straight away...i was just so tired....

woke up at 7...it was raining...damn cold...faster took my bath and went t

o school....reach at 8....walked around the school finding for chee hui...can't find...so i called him...lol...he was driving..... x)...but unexpectedly, my sis reach school already de wor...what a miracle!! She said she is siting at the financial service there, so i went up the stairs and cannot find her...so i called her....and guess what..she is just in front of me....EPIC FAIL!! Then we go find other place to sit and saw chee hui.... so

we 3 settle down and i start reading my notes...co

z i dont kno

w anything....and without warning...my sis snatch the notes from my hand and start questioning me.... T^T....i didnt even read anything....we started from internet...cause my teacher call me focus on internet....30 minutes passed and i was getting good in memorizing....thanks sis!! she is a magician ....i mean my brain memang hard to

memorize....yeah but she manage to do the magic......KL brought charlene to schoo

l cause she want to go buy bag....but KL didnt introduce Charlene to her aunty...ha

ha...then Brenda came along and me n my sis finish the re

maining notes for another 10 minutes and i start to do econs....last minute work...haha

The paper: On average, Americans consume 350 slices of pizza per second

Sylvia: WHAT???

After all settle down..the start studying....*taken by chee hui

Then we went for our econs class....Culture class...and went to pyramid for bowling...

There were 2 groups of people that went different routes....one is chee hui, eric and me....then the other group are all girls....so they took the longer route ofcouse....guys are always smart right? so we reach the bowling center first and waited for the girls.....after a few minutes...they finally arrived...and we went to pay for the game....KL paid for all of us....and we return the money later....

And still...thanks to my sis for letting me play bowling....yay!!....thanks sis!

My team members.....:)

Luck is always by my side

From secondary school until now...i have been surrounded by cousins and friends.....they always help me in my studies...

i remembered when i was form 3...gonna take my pmr...my cousin taught me all those subjects in 2 weeks...and i really meant 2 full weeks....and when i get my pmr results....i did kinda good actually....A to E.....royal flush...i failed my chinese...but nvm...i didnt even revise on that subject also...

when i was in form 5....i had like the worst results for my exam....i think the worst in the whole form 5....yeah....cause that time i went to a new school...and study in a new environment...so i need time to adapt to the environment.... Guess what....out of 10 subjects....i fail 8...which human being out there can fail 8 out of 10 subjects....its like even the last class's students also won't fail that much....and i was like in the 3rd class....accounts....imagine how would that feel huh...guess i was just not that smart....

1 month b4 spm....my cousin start to pull me to study for spm...and i can say...study is not always my best friend...i will kinda play after 10 minutes of study....and i remember my moral studies....i study the definition by playing pool with my cousin...and the loser will have to say out 3 definition....but i always win...i mean c'mon...play with a girl....not that easy to lose rite....*sorry cuz!! so i didnt have the chance to memorize those definition....what a life...

when i took my spm results....I gotta aim for the lowest which is 5 credits....so i prayed so hard until that day comes....well i got 5 credits and was damn happy....luckily i ngam ngam qualified to enter sunway colllege...which also leads to part 2

Part 2

Being qualified to enter sunway college....which leads me to this bunch of friends...

me n chee hui failed our subjects...but then many friends help us through our way....

My sis, Sylvia ....she keep asking me questions about porter's 5 forces, resistance to change and the most funny how to overcome resistance to change....i still remember until now...sis!! NEGOTIATION....right? and when i was in the exam hall....i swear to god i was kinda laughing when i was doing that question....cause when i recall....its so damn funny when my sis doing the negotiation move....although it looks abit like eating....but...HAHAHAHAHA!! Chee hui also helped alot in my management...thanks you 2!!

and for tomorrow....sis helped me to asked choo ling about teaching me n chee hui maths...thanks sis!! so just hope for tomorrow....my luck be with me....MATHS!!

GOD SAVE THE QUEEN!!

This is to my sis...

Sis...i've been thinking today....while i was walking home, i think about what i did or said to you.

I'm here to say I'm sorry for what i did.... i think i might had let you down right? You wrote in your blog that I'm understanding. But in this case i'm not. I didn't consider your problems that you are facing. You're unhappy with your timetable, got scolded by your mother, having friendship problems with others, etc. What i did was increase your burden.

You talk less in school already...and that emo/sad face has been following you since the first day of our second semester.... you're smilling in every picture...but i can see the difference between now and the past... your eyes show sadness.....its because of all the burden that you must face alone. I feel damn bad when i know that I cannot lighten your burden. That's why i was abit no mood when you said that you don't want to tell me cause of some reason.

What i want to say it that I hope that i can lighten your burden....cause i really don't wish to see a sad face in school anymore. You can tell me anything.... :)

If there's anything that i can make it up to you....just put it on the chatbox...i will try my best to do that....

random

Life is interesting.... we cant predict the future....or relive the past...we can just move foward....

but somethings... are fated...we cant change that... today a friend told me...that he decides his own future....decides his own fate..... i still disagree with his thoughts....once you are out from your house... you will be depending on the sky....a.k.a god...

things in our life happens for a reason....god doesn't arrange this kind of things to our lives for fun...some things can be changed...but some things....will stay the same no matter how much effort you put into changing it...

moody day for everybody

Today...its good new and bad news for me....good ones...i am in the same class with my friends.....and able to see my friends again..

for the bad news

Mr Marcus told us today that there's a new policy in college...which is...the moderator...what for? TO FAIL STUDENTS ofcourse....and to prevent students from getting good grades.....so that they dont need to give out so many scholarships....

Nice nice sunway college...so cunning in earning money right? so means money is more important than our grades? is that it? money...you can earn until you die...and what are you gonna do with the money....i hope its not Jefferey Cheah's idea though...but can't he fight for our rights? Niasing...give u a title got use? just to earn money?

To sunway college: i hope the moderator better not let me pass in the exam.... IF i pass...and get a degree or masters....I swear to god... I will try with all my might to bring you down...before this is Proton...but now i have another aim....cause this is not fair for FIA students....why we join FIA? Because we are not that good in our studies....and now you are making its standard same as other courses? thats a reason why not all colleges have FIA you idiot....and with a FIA cert....you cant really go anywhere... Maybe thats what the real world is right? money...NOW i get it...thanks

P.S...i wont say that sunway college is bad or anything...thats the reason i choose sunway rite....so i will just go through the whole course and try my best to get a cert...