should I?? or should I not??

Its been a long time....i never spoke to her ever since last year....although i am not sure why i made that decision...but my friend say i was just being too realistic...i just can accept the fact that she has.....

I changed my mind now..i was wrong...and i realize that i still LOVE her...what should I do? i wished i have the courage to text her....but i'm afraid that she won't reply...(don't know why i have this feeling)...maybe i am just too sensitive?


I hope she sees this post...but....its up to fate....






so come to an end....


SHOULD I....or....SHOULD I NOT.....sms her?