SPM is coming

Busy with my studies nowdays....dun hav time to blog....there are many things happening in my life....i wished they are not true....but i am just bluffing myself....



Congrats....you found a new boyfriend...but you tell me you dont want to be in a relationshop....now i know how u hated me....you can tell me if u dun like me...you dont need to act in front of me...maybe you are tired of acting....but never mind...my friends told me who your boyfriend was...and yeah....his looks....not as good as mine...nerd....maybe that is the kind you like? well...what can i say...good luck coupling....pui!!!


i now damn tired of loving....there is this 1 girl....i knew her since primary....we gotten quite close...we can text everyday....but then...one day...she stopped replying my messages....i dont know why...mayb because i m too annoying? what can i do to stop that...for a few days....we were like couples....we texted many sweet things by calling each others nicknames....i thought she liked me too....but i was wrong....it was me....that have fallen in love with her....then now she stopped texting with me....do you know how it feels? i was damn stupid...thought she liked me...i wasted my time on her...the cut inside me is hard to be treated....now...i am afraid to love again....



There is only another 35 more days to spm....and 2 more months until i start college life....i will try to concertrate 200% on my studies....i want to be the best....no time for love....no...absolutely no time...love is damn lame...and i suck in it....after college....i will try to go overseas if i had the money....and when i come back...i will totally be a different person...i want to be the best in IT...i will set up my own company...be the best of the best...i will create something better than microsoft....that many of ppl will use.....I WANT...AND I WILL...BE THE KING OF IT!!!



SCREW RELATIONSHIP!!!