The End

So here m i.....midnight sitting alone in front of the computer... I went from watching NBA highlights to Dota highlights to the most feared video for me.... End of the world videos... idk what got into me, i started searching for end of the world symptoms...scientifically proven facts...

Its like there are many sentences on some revolution bible or some sort...i remembered one is like long time ago, a person i guess...asked God what are the symptoms that the world is going to end...and there are many weird weird signs... It all will start with countries having war against each other. In fight for resource and power. That is when humanity starts destroying each other for their own profit and greed. That is where humanity really is gonna fall.... These disasters, although thank god it didnt happen to me... Its still very scary and with people dying...

Somemore that time eric showed me the music video of jay chou --
 世界未末日(Not the End of the World)... Really for that night was like cannot sleep...quite freaked out because of the mv....its like the world still has 8 hours b4 the meteor hits the earth... and everybody went n did what they wanted to do before its too late... Small boy went n see his girlfriend... girl hugs her puppy and take her for a walk...guy goes back to find his mother... u know...all these stuffs that we wont do when we are still alive... We tend to do all these stuffs when we know we are gonna regret not doing it.... Its not easy...not easy at all... I told my friend...i've entered college...went to university...everything is almost done for me... just that whats left is confessing to the person i like... If i done that , i really have nothing much to regret... In fact, i have NOTHING more to regret not doing... 

But then its not that easy...its easy to call people to go and do what they wish to do but do not dare to do... I asked my friend what will he do few minutes or hours before the world ends... He said he will call up his x gf who broke up with him and apologize for the things he had done... I asked why not now...he said if now she will either scold back him or do not pick up the phone...stuff like that... only when its like ending of the world only she will scared or some sort... What is with this...i know that fear can make humans do many things out of expectation... Because of dignity, and afraid of being ashamed is what's stopping us from doing what we should do and not wait for last minute to do it... I can't say much....i m not going anywhere with what i m suppose to do... Maybe la...maybe before the world ends... then will call her up or something...and by that time phone lines are destroyed and cannot use...THAT....will be a damn hilarious troll...will be saying to myself...."fuck" and "owh god why" ... can imagine that scene now, me making that pokerface...

How long can we continue to bluff ourselves? Its real, its near and why do some of us choose not to believe it? You want to be optimistic? Ok go on, but everything has an expiration date... Nothing lasts forever... For me, i think Malaysian teenagers are not well expossed to what is happening outside of our country... Penang got tsunami , yala...everybody knows... Tsunami and tornados happened in other countries nobody are that aware of... Malaysian TV news are limited, some news are not broadcasted and hence i found them on youtube... Its a compilation, but at least that's something i cannot get in my everyday TV news... Everything that is happening is not normal... Dead fishes, whales, dolphins washed up shores? Sea and rivers turning red all of a sudden.... Bees gone missing... Birds falling out from the sky like raindrops... If we see this in our everyday lives, its normal... But then for you...is this normal? 

I know i know...some do not believe in this end of the world shit...but still it scares the crap out of me... funny speaking...the reason i m scared of it is because of scared of pain perhaps? LOL, me thinking of drowning, hit on the head by a hard object and still alive...bleeding...hands and arms get chopped off... Last words...clocks ticking guys...do whats right!!

Below are some videos la..i mean not to say really believe...but still....check it out for yourselves...the bottom video is 1 hour plus long...lol

Are you not entertained? LOL

Sorry with the ugly layout...need time to adjust....


Peace out!

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Hi...
So...Friday was a damn epic day for me... Lol..nothing much..its just that alot of things happen in one day....Make me like damn tired..YOLO...

Ok...it started off with normal class like usual in the morning... And waited for eric until 1230 then we go eat as usual... Then after eat we will go back to our stuff in sas room... Was like damn random stomach ache...so i opend the door and throw everything in my pocket inside...including the keys....and rushed to the toilet.. when i came out...saw one weird looking human being walking to the toilet and asked me do i have the keys with me? I was like...ok i know where this is going( thinking in my mind ).. Then he said he locked the door... So yeap...all of my property was gone..and locked away inside the room...from me.... Asked Dr Lee and Mr Chin to help me with the door...I tried every ways of opening the door...another type of key, weird human being tried using hair pin to open the door...high as fuck, think he is james bond and shit...(9gaggers will understand) but then still fail...:/ owh well...Called my club president and she is in 1Utama.. Called club's photographer...he is at KL attending a talk...

So was like...thinking...crap..got a quiz on that day...database fundamentals... Its worth 5 marks out of my 50% coursework... Thinking and thinking case 1...if i go to my class...it ends at 530... and by that time only go 1Utama...come back it will be around 6/630/7 pm? By that time the doors of the lecturer office will be close... The next day is saturday and sunday, i doubt that they will be open... And all my property inside includes wallet with all the usual stuff, phone, laptop, books AND MY CAR KEY....LOL...#life... Case 2, if i go take the key from my president in 1Utama, i will lose 5% of my coursework mark...and a day's attendence...Seems fair to me...( Ya the decision i made, i was not anywhere close to proud i made that decision)  So waited until 230 for human being to finish class.... Our journey starts from there... Fistly we walked to his house to get his car to go to 1Utama... Very awkward walk, the furthest i've walked since i had a car... So went to 1Utama and he bragged about his reverse parking which was senget...==... So walked and walked contacting Christine-Club President for the key...Might be come miscommunication dont understand where is she at...lol walked here and there and really don't like 1Utama...too big...maybe not used to it...lol...

Gao dim stuffs saw kher shin n sylvia there for their friend's farewell...Hi, Bye then me and human being headed home...Bla bla bla..owh ya...havent mention the lotion in human being's car.. The lotion belongs to his mom...i use abit on my hands and things start getting weird....lol its like damn oily... :/...maybe guys r not suitable to use hand lotion...so i rub in on his legs and arms...GAY! So reach his home..saw basketball court with a low hoop... I suggested to play awhile. since like we r damn lifeless... So play awhile i dunked a few...And human being's mom fetch us to college...

Then go college this shit n that shit got my key and then i think went mcdonald get ice cream! And then stopped at the traffic light... Saw an old couple on a very old motorbike... Really wonder, they had nothing; but still so happy... Really an awesome moment when the wife feeds the husband food from behind... The feeling...:) Then at night swim at sunway club....gao dim

Think thats most of it gua...actually nothing much la...just that so many things done in 1 day and like damn random



P.s the weird human being is eric...lol

Peace Out

Versus

Sup...Long didnt no see...Just came back from Australia last week... Opened my eyes to alot of things that i didnt know before i went...

Since like i was young... My plan is to study Inti college...Study American degree transfer program...and go to America to further my studies... Because that time, my naive mind says that Malaysia has no good college to go to and America is recognized so its a good choice... And my other reason is to leave Malaysia... Until a few years later, nothing has changed... I still think that Malaysia has many negative things... Dangerous...Very behind technology... People does not have manners... I think many people out there will think like me too....

Until i went to Australia... Now i kinda think that Malaysia is a nice place to live in... I mean sure.. Australia has better technology...has better air...cleaner water...polite people...and most of all it is safer than Malaysia... But can we afford to go there? Their food are over priced...for either currency...Aussie dollar and Malaysia dollar... In Malaysia, you can easily get 5 bucks per plate or maybe 7/8 bucks per plate of food... With addition to beverage, it is more or less rm10 right? Well... Idk is it me or what...but in Australia, the food i ate...is at least 10 dollars... Most epic is.. I added one egg on my fried rice... It costed 3dollars... Maybe its me who is not so exposed to many things...But in my opinion..those prices are very expensive...

 I mean yeah.. you can complain... We work in Malaysia we earn around 5k... In australia they will also earn around 5k... Our imported cars...take Honda Civic for example.. In Malaysia it costs around RM140k.. Well in AUS, it cost only around 25k dollars... If you are working in australia you can easily afford a honda civic... A 2/3 years Volkswagen Golf Gti is only around 18k dollars... Very affordable... But we see things we must see overall... Actually it also depends on a person's personal perspectives...

For people who are in Malaysia and wanted to go overseas dont care migrate or any shit like study... Can you afford going there?(Not looking down) Can you cope with the studies there? I mean if you are rich yeah you sure can afford going there... For this case its not Aus its other countries... Our Malaysian education system everybody knows it... Can you really be able to cope with the studies there? Besides that, our broken English... How are we going to communicate with them? How are we gonna compete with them... They are competitive, we asians are shy..(For some) Even for my college...it is counted as hard for us... And its already hard for some of us to even get a credit... And the retake fees are damn high and bullshit... So you think you can take on European studying style? And you think if you fail out there... your parents will pay for your retake fees? Dream on.. Unless you are rich... Or else you will be on your next flight back home to Malaysia...

To be honest... The food in Aus is nice... Not until i tasted the chinese food there...finally the taste that i m familiar with... Most memorable is the chinese restaurant i went at night for dinner and the waitress who looks like the female actress in "nia xie nian"...

Seriously though....eating outside food for 1 week... On the plane they served some rendang curry chicken with rice and a slice of cake and fruits... The rendang...i m not picky with my foods, but that rendang really almost can make me cry lol.... Seriously...nothing beats the taste of our own country's food... Finished the whole set in like 15 minutes, stuffing everything in my mouth...ended up with a full stomach and hard to sleep....haha...

But seriously la...why go overseas and migrate when you have family and friends here... For me i can't say much la..family..not that much...but friends... And i think everybody should be thankful for the country they stay in...you gotta remember which country let you meet your partner? I know la...very old school..but seriously ma...haha.. YOLO

Owh crappy crap crap, finally finish... i used 3 days for this..== Got 2 new songs... the first song ending too long d... so skip to next song if you want of course...

This time no crappy quotes ba... i really done stupid things...but i have to do this... Idk why..just i got a feeling i should ...

BTW thanks for those comments on the comment section...idk if you all are spams or real person... But anyway, thanks though..

PEACE OUT!!

(Above are all my own opinion...not meaning to insult or offend any1)