Sad case

Hmm...watched you're the apple of my eye yesterday... And i have to admit that the movie was awesome...Lol..i so late only start watching... Well the movie is really sad la...then ending....i heard people said that its unexpected.... But too bad while i was watching the movie...i skipped the ending...which starts from the wedding... I just closed the window and do my stuff... I guess i just don't have the courage to watch the ending?

My friends say that the main character's life is almost like me... i said...naaahh... he has courage and I don't have courage... Well i guess because its a movie...the story line is scripted and mostly is not the same as real life i guess? Well, movies and videos really inspires me... Well if my friends think that the story line is like my life, then i SHOULDN'T let the ending come true.... Hey come on...although the story line is almost same as my life...doesn't mean i will end up like him... I WON'T let that happen! Watching the person you love marrying another guy? And congratulate them but actually you're not sincere? That is like worst than dying... No man..that aint nice... Never let the person you love go with other person... Once you have the chance just tell her....or worst comes to worst accept the rejection and move on....( i know its hard...but this is life... :'( )

Easy Peasy

Hmm...yesterday was interesting.... i was having fun for the whole day... Nothing went bad...well.. got la..but i dun think that as too bad...(idk what i talking)

Well...start off by going to the temple in bangi... My mom force me to go...so i drive go lu...although this is damn lame..but its the first time i drive 120km/h.... dont care la...myvi drive so fast for wat...not same at all..after praying n all those...went to the restaurant in the temple... Ordered Wantan mee...and it was like the best wantan mee i've ever tasted.... :)...Then went home after lunch... OTW, i hear like my car got abit problem...then stop by the side to check...lol...idk what fell off and keep hitting the tayar... Then thats why my wife masuk hospital for fixing and service...

Went to my old house there de shop to fix my car... I was thinking..since so long din come back ad...so i just talk a short walk around the place... Hmm....not any obvious changes here and there...i still see familiar faces and familiar cars... The childhood i had growing up in this neighbor hood...hmm...it also smells like home..:)... I thought of the future...hey i might move back to my old house here though..when i had a steady job or something...then have 2 dogs... I mean that neighborhood has all the things i need... Have petrol...restaurant...7-11...car shop...clinic...barber...pharmacy... I dunid to go anywhere though...its so convenient...IDK la...for some people...they can dai living in that environment...I mean its simple though...although i gotta admit that place is abit dangerous la...but now got guards already..should not be that dangerous gua...

Not like the house i m living now...On top of the hill...yeah i admit the scenery is nice...can see sunway from my house...But the people here not same lo...Not all la..but i feel like kinda... I duno how to express this feeling ... Around my old house when i take a walk, the best car i see is err...benz? or bmw? And majority of the cars is proton? perodua? not alot of fancy cars... Like my house here...zzz..easily u can find a sports car...porche? ferrari? lancer? r35? Hummer? got 1 guy ownes 3 hummer...zzz.. Not that i envy or what, but they work hard, so they deserve it... and myvi is like normal car here...lol..haven get to see 1 car is not as good as myvi... Aiya...now the car my parents buy de...what for compare...Lol..(talking to myself) My friend from highschool keep compare my car and his...and i keep say...all now buy car is parents money wad...care so much for what...nxt time we ownself earn money buy car then only got meaning ma...now got car can already de la... Rait? :) IDK...i think simple life suits me more sia.... ^^

At night, me n my friends celebrate a friend's birthday...but b4 that went basketball first.... lol..boys...hahah...Had fun though...gotta talk with my old friends...and knew my friend's sister...lool.... But mostly our gathering is chatting la...not spending time eat or watch football... Then its time for da cake...whee...damn excited...coz first time make...dun know what will ppl think that cake taste like... All see the cake...then say its buy de...lol...coz the design really nice...by my friend's mom...fruit cake that i ate the past few days.... My friend cut the cake and divide to all...giv me first..then i go giv her younger sister...lol....all BOO me....haha...After all eat the cake..all also say nice...wheee...and really dun believe that is we make de...haha... U gotta see the face of the birthday boy man...haha...damn epic...his face was like stunned...haha...well at least i think like that.... I mean i dun think got ppl ever bake him a cake for his birthday b4 la...maybe got..but so far i dun think so...this is the first time...and the first time for me to bake a cake for a GUY! *gayism... ^^ Well...thats the most i can do for a best friend rait? Coz b4 this all wan buy him another thing...so i was like...his family quiet rich de also...what for he needs those things...lets get him something he cannot buy...and poof...a cake which contains alot of "sweat"and heart.... You got money also cannot buy a...haha

Da cake...nice?

Sien

Sien....really damn sien...no life these days...finished the game my friend gave me... luckily manage to download nba 2k12...awesome game.... Now my blog topic ideas come from my daily driving...me driving alone..then can think of any blog topics..if not my blog will be so dead...

This world seriously change alot already....hmm...and its getting more complicated and complicated.... I just wished for a simple life....but i think that my wish wun come true...coz humans are unpredictable...they can do things that we can't imagine... Now do everything also need to becareful... I dont know la...i cant even reconize my real friends now...the ones that grew up with me...they can change in a split second... some aren't true friends anymore...sien lo....they had become friends-for-benefit... my primary school friends...some really change until i dun dare to imagine...looks like the the world is changing very fast and i m slacking behind... I m just too naive and simple minded...the things that i think of is for short-term...not long term....

Real friends are hard to get...and i know who la... i know la...some people...don't want to be themselves...when they want to know a new friend... They be the person that other people want them to be...not being theirselves....i see also sien...how can a human being be fake like this.... seriously.... You want people to be real to you...you must be real to themselves first ma... I see you want attention...Sien man... you got 1 true friend that is loyal to you...at least she is true...but you dump her and go with new friends.... I see also sien! got someone too good for you already..you dont want..you want "something new" zzzz.... duno how to appriciate...when he/she leaves you...then only u cry like a .....IDK...

For some people....they hide their flaws...to be with their friends.... What for o? you are sked that they will hate you for your flaws? Then their are not your friends already lar... everybody has flaws ok...zzz...if u dun hav 1..you're not even human... For me...i take the chance to show all my flaws...sometimes i even overshow...show those flaws that dun hav in me....i want to see who are my true friends.... if you can take the "worst me" then you're my real friend...coz actually i m not that worst la...just i add on my flaws to see anybody out there that is real to me...:)

i know already 1...i write this blog..sure got people will beh song... What can i say...true friends tell the TRUTH...and truth are not meant to be music to your ears....zzz

I write this blog base on my understanding....if we are not on the same page...then thats not my problem..:)

peace out!