This is to my sis...

Sis...i've been thinking today....while i was walking home, i think about what i did or said to you.

I'm here to say I'm sorry for what i did.... i think i might had let you down right? You wrote in your blog that I'm understanding. But in this case i'm not. I didn't consider your problems that you are facing. You're unhappy with your timetable, got scolded by your mother, having friendship problems with others, etc. What i did was increase your burden.

You talk less in school already...and that emo/sad face has been following you since the first day of our second semester.... you're smilling in every picture...but i can see the difference between now and the past... your eyes show sadness.....its because of all the burden that you must face alone. I feel damn bad when i know that I cannot lighten your burden. That's why i was abit no mood when you said that you don't want to tell me cause of some reason.

What i want to say it that I hope that i can lighten your burden....cause i really don't wish to see a sad face in school anymore. You can tell me anything.... :)

If there's anything that i can make it up to you....just put it on the chatbox...i will try my best to do that....

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Life is interesting.... we cant predict the future....or relive the past...we can just move foward....

but somethings... are fated...we cant change that... today a friend told me...that he decides his own future....decides his own fate..... i still disagree with his thoughts....once you are out from your house... you will be depending on the sky....a.k.a god...

things in our life happens for a reason....god doesn't arrange this kind of things to our lives for fun...some things can be changed...but some things....will stay the same no matter how much effort you put into changing it...

moody day for everybody

Today...its good new and bad news for me....good ones...i am in the same class with my friends.....and able to see my friends again..

for the bad news

Mr Marcus told us today that there's a new policy in college...which is...the moderator...what for? TO FAIL STUDENTS ofcourse....and to prevent students from getting good grades.....so that they dont need to give out so many scholarships....

Nice nice sunway college...so cunning in earning money right? so means money is more important than our grades? is that it? money...you can earn until you die...and what are you gonna do with the money....i hope its not Jefferey Cheah's idea though...but can't he fight for our rights? Niasing...give u a title got use? just to earn money?

To sunway college: i hope the moderator better not let me pass in the exam.... IF i pass...and get a degree or masters....I swear to god... I will try with all my might to bring you down...before this is Proton...but now i have another aim....cause this is not fair for FIA students....why we join FIA? Because we are not that good in our studies....and now you are making its standard same as other courses? thats a reason why not all colleges have FIA you idiot....and with a FIA cert....you cant really go anywhere... Maybe thats what the real world is right? money...NOW i get it...thanks

P.S...i wont say that sunway college is bad or anything...thats the reason i choose sunway rite....so i will just go through the whole course and try my best to get a cert...