what the hell am i doing?????????

here am i....wondering nowhere....just wasting my precious time facebooking.....so much time wasted on that shit...i wish i could have more determination...but...it is hard to find....now i am on my fathers phone to write this blog to write about how i feel..... If i cotinue like that...i am gonna lose everything....my future will not be bright....i will be looked down by people and maybe even the girl i like.....she is so hardworking...and i m just nothing compaired to her....worthless junk...i can say...yeah....maybe someone with a better qualification can bring her happiness...just hope that nobody harms her...or break her heart...or else i will break his neck!!!!!

the word i hate most

today is kelas ganti for dono whichmonday...but i go anyway...its was boring...then until the chinese subject...i keep ask teacher questions...and slowed down the class...then suddenly my friend shouted out...老师,他自我放气了的...i heard the four words suddenly made my blood boil...i may be weak...but i havent given up on myself...nobody can judge me like that...!!!!!

What Should I do?

i got my results...8 fail...what should i do?