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You...knew it already right? You...know that I like you right? I...know that we won't be possible. I...know that i shouldn't have liked you in the first place. You...are a 9. I...I'm a 2... How is that possible? I still lack many things...there's still alot of things that i can't give you... Well...at least i can't provide those things that you like now...Maybe next time... But by then you will surely have somebody to provide you all those stuffs...

Tomorrow...

Tomorrow its the day yo! The day that I've been waiting for.. The day of the competition....Have been training for this day... To all my teammates, lets make this count! Try our best in the competition.....

OMG... i am so damn excited! Cant sleep! Damn hyped up right now!

Peace out!

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Today in culture class, Mr Keith's topic for the day is something to do with death... He is cool, trying to make the class interesting by cracking out random jokes that made everyone laugh because he thinks that people might freak out when talk about death.... Well...every since that day... i damn scared already...kena bomb suddenly...LOL...so i only find some of the jokes funny...and i kept quiet throughout the whole class... and poof...nothing happen..*wipes away sweat...


Is death a sensitive thing? I think its pretty much normal. People are afraid of death because they dont know what will happen after they die.... They are....scared of the unknown... I mean for me...whats the point of living for so long... If u had a chance...to live forever...would you? For me is a total NO! Whats the point of living so long where all your relatives, friends and family members had all went for 'vacation'? One will be lonely.. That guy can find new friends...but how bout your age? its increasing every year...and All your friends are all younger than you? imagine that .... For me its much more scary than death...

Lets say you're married...and you wife/husband went for 'vacation'... Its pointless to live on everyday... Well you have kids and grandchildren...they will keep you company...but the one that you spent your whole life with is not around anymore...whats the point of living....( i didnt mean that if your partner died you must die too ya.....xD) For me...i think i will feel kinda bored....although i have friends...children and grandchildren....that keeps me company once in a while...they have their own life...


Peace out for now?

I think it may need more that few weeks to officially get you out of my mind...coz those memories will be always fresh in my mind....