Luck is always by my side

From secondary school until now...i have been surrounded by cousins and friends.....they always help me in my studies...

i remembered when i was form 3...gonna take my pmr...my cousin taught me all those subjects in 2 weeks...and i really meant 2 full weeks....and when i get my pmr results....i did kinda good actually....A to E.....royal flush...i failed my chinese...but nvm...i didnt even revise on that subject also...

when i was in form 5....i had like the worst results for my exam....i think the worst in the whole form 5....yeah....cause that time i went to a new school...and study in a new environment...so i need time to adapt to the environment.... Guess what....out of 10 subjects....i fail 8...which human being out there can fail 8 out of 10 subjects....its like even the last class's students also won't fail that much....and i was like in the 3rd class....accounts....imagine how would that feel huh...guess i was just not that smart....

1 month b4 spm....my cousin start to pull me to study for spm...and i can say...study is not always my best friend...i will kinda play after 10 minutes of study....and i remember my moral studies....i study the definition by playing pool with my cousin...and the loser will have to say out 3 definition....but i always win...i mean c'mon...play with a girl....not that easy to lose rite....*sorry cuz!! so i didnt have the chance to memorize those definition....what a life...

when i took my spm results....I gotta aim for the lowest which is 5 credits....so i prayed so hard until that day comes....well i got 5 credits and was damn happy....luckily i ngam ngam qualified to enter sunway colllege...which also leads to part 2

Part 2

Being qualified to enter sunway college....which leads me to this bunch of friends...

me n chee hui failed our subjects...but then many friends help us through our way....

My sis, Sylvia ....she keep asking me questions about porter's 5 forces, resistance to change and the most funny how to overcome resistance to change....i still remember until now...sis!! NEGOTIATION....right? and when i was in the exam hall....i swear to god i was kinda laughing when i was doing that question....cause when i recall....its so damn funny when my sis doing the negotiation move....although it looks abit like eating....but...HAHAHAHAHA!! Chee hui also helped alot in my management...thanks you 2!!

and for tomorrow....sis helped me to asked choo ling about teaching me n chee hui maths...thanks sis!! so just hope for tomorrow....my luck be with me....MATHS!!

GOD SAVE THE QUEEN!!

This is to my sis...

Sis...i've been thinking today....while i was walking home, i think about what i did or said to you.

I'm here to say I'm sorry for what i did.... i think i might had let you down right? You wrote in your blog that I'm understanding. But in this case i'm not. I didn't consider your problems that you are facing. You're unhappy with your timetable, got scolded by your mother, having friendship problems with others, etc. What i did was increase your burden.

You talk less in school already...and that emo/sad face has been following you since the first day of our second semester.... you're smilling in every picture...but i can see the difference between now and the past... your eyes show sadness.....its because of all the burden that you must face alone. I feel damn bad when i know that I cannot lighten your burden. That's why i was abit no mood when you said that you don't want to tell me cause of some reason.

What i want to say it that I hope that i can lighten your burden....cause i really don't wish to see a sad face in school anymore. You can tell me anything.... :)

If there's anything that i can make it up to you....just put it on the chatbox...i will try my best to do that....

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Life is interesting.... we cant predict the future....or relive the past...we can just move foward....

but somethings... are fated...we cant change that... today a friend told me...that he decides his own future....decides his own fate..... i still disagree with his thoughts....once you are out from your house... you will be depending on the sky....a.k.a god...

things in our life happens for a reason....god doesn't arrange this kind of things to our lives for fun...some things can be changed...but some things....will stay the same no matter how much effort you put into changing it...