Finally had the time to sit down and blog!!

i know every1 of you...had been on the roads...well i think you all will be looking at sign boards or thinking of something...well...guess what i am thinking everytime when i am on the road....i will see many expensive cars on the road and started thinking....WHY? WHY they can drive such expensive car? why they can...but i cant? i always tell myself...its not that i cant...is i dont deserve to drive such cars....me? i dont have determination in studies....i aint that stupid you see....so why can i drive the same cars as them? well....someday...i will prove that i am capable!!!!









*** ***...i think that you are the one for me...i cant hold my feelings back whenever i saw u....you have been cold to me sometimes....didnt reply my messages....well...i thought alot of things....i will think that you hated me or think that i am annoying...i did that to forget you....but as i see...i cant forget you....a few months ago...when i found a girlfriend...to make me forget about you....i didnt dare to let you know that i am with another girl...dont know why...maybe just bcoz i think too much? or i perasaan?


SPM is near...and i am afraid that i will lose contact with you...i wanted to tell you how much i love you...but i am afraid of rejections...just like any other guys...i may be weak in studies....but the feeling...its not weak...in a matter of fact....its getting stronger...




I Love you!!!

its a long long time...

dont know leh...why these days...dont feel like smsing already....facebook oso got on...but on already dont know what to do....sien...anybody can entertain me?

what the hell am i doing?????????

here am i....wondering nowhere....just wasting my precious time facebooking.....so much time wasted on that shit...i wish i could have more determination...but...it is hard to find....now i am on my fathers phone to write this blog to write about how i feel..... If i cotinue like that...i am gonna lose everything....my future will not be bright....i will be looked down by people and maybe even the girl i like.....she is so hardworking...and i m just nothing compaired to her....worthless junk...i can say...yeah....maybe someone with a better qualification can bring her happiness...just hope that nobody harms her...or break her heart...or else i will break his neck!!!!!