Hey!

So boring...never liked holidays...rather spend my time with friends....

Went Petronas Science center...saw 1 girl...reminds me of my x crush... I think this girl is secondary school if i m not mistaken...really looked like her... :) Well that reminds me of the time when i m in high school...Form 4...I am in the "newspaper delivery" service with my friends...so during assembly we can walk around the school where everybody else stone there listening to principal "singing"... So that time i had my eye on 1 girl...she was a school prefect and she is in charge of a specific spot in the school... So during one assembly...i wanted to talk to her, so my 2 best friends accompany me to find her...She was at 1 end of the corridor and i was at the other...Walking towards her...the feeling is damn special... Its a mixture of nervous and "IDK what to say"... So was walking walking...half way i wanted to turn back...But i guess its weird for a guy to walk half way n turn away... Owh and FYI...i don't know this girl, so its like i m approaching her to get to know her kind of stuff...Never tried that before though...and i know Asians don't really does that i guess? Owh well...When i approached her, there's no sense of rejection so i manage to vomit out a few questions... Yeah she was shy n i was like damn nervous...please...lol...First time man...Scary... So yeah that was a scary experience when i was in high school...this girl from the science center reminded me of her...Owh well...xD *sweet memories... i still remember the moment where i punch the wall because i was too scared... *my approach wasn't once...its like more than 7 TIMES! and i only get 1 correctly...others i freaked out and walked away...kena scolded by my friends...xS

Owh well...i guess the opportunity to approach the girl that i like which i don't know is not gonna happen again? After high school...its more complicated..you can't go and approach and girl and talk like that... You will be given one tight slap.... And its straight forward.... If the girl doesn't like you...there will be a big red light there...and maybe you will b turned down right on the spot... (Wootz? Why today so got feel to write love stories..xD)

Owh ya...anybody has the feeling of being liked by the person that you wanted to be only friends? So...interview session..how's the feeling? good or scary? Why is it good? Because you have the attention? How is the feeling of being liked by a person nice again? Please...If you don't like him or her...just tell them man...dont freaking waste their time and energy...they are better of with somebody if its not you... Some like the feeling which i think the feeling is very scary! You can see their every moves...everything they said then you will have a picture of them liking you in their mind...WTH...scares the shit out of me...Aint nice Aint nice...dont like... Thats why when you like someone...DO NOT show it out...i repeat DO NOT show it out...it will turn out negative if that person don't know how to handle the feeling...Owh well..xD...thats life...damn interesting...thats the risk you gotta take....awesome shitz...

In my post all the things are #JUSTSAYING!! I REPEAT #JUSTSAYING....doesn't apply to any individuals...awesome shitz eh? but seriously its #JUSTSAYING! don't take it personally...#truestory

I've been laying here all night, listening to the rain. Talking to my heart and trying to explain. Why sometimes i catch myself wondering what might have been. Yes I do think about you every now and then.

So...

Sup guys...have been quite some time i didnt update blog...Lazy to write anything...When i have the feel...i wasn't with my computer...so just screw the updating...

So...how's life? Pfft...what a bad starting line...


Is female and male that different? Why the stories i heard from my female friends always give me a nice shock... Saying that their other female friends treat them this n that way... Ain't female and male the same? I mean no offence some say female are abit more complicated than men... #truestory? It seems like female's friendship...got abit complicated... Maybe i m just hearing one side of the story...i haven heard the worst in males..but so far that i can see...male friends are more...true? Like in movies and shit...female friends always backstab female friends and have problems with female friends...well for guys...when they have issues....its mostly about girls...aint that right? So back to topic... When female are with female...idk...they seem abit fake with each other...not being their true self and talk what they don't feel like talking...

Well for me..my guy friends are like all my bestie...With them i can talk crap and shit stuffs...Guys and guys can talk for hours on craps and shits... And they dont backstab their friends and are true to their friends....(or is it the male friends i mix with are just awesome?) Me and my old school mate...although didnt meet for many months because he is busy...when we hang out...we can talk for hours and still thinks the time is insufficient... Guys and guys don't need what high-tea...go fancy restaurants to have a drink and chat... Like what me n my friend did last night was 2 guys i was fetching him home...so in the car we had a nice conversation also....#easypeasy... Even when i reach his house...we can sit in the car and chat for awhile because we don't know when only we can have the opportunity to have a nice conversation like this...We were like old school mates...but the friendship there is still like normal...like how we act in our high school life... And its funny though...in my high school life...we all had issues among each other....always have fights and arguments....now we all hang out...its like all best friends...although some haven change...still that bit bit sarcastic and monkey-like...but yeah they're just aww-sum


you see....the thing is....i don't know if in the future i can have these awee-sum friends with me... In my working days....when we're still all single...maybe come out mamak stores to chill and talk about shit stuffs in our high school life and complain about our love life...xD I don't know how long we have the opportunity to have fun like this... I can't imagine when we all get married...xD ....the gay guys talk will be much lesser....because we all need to focus on our families...children and wife... :)...


(The way i look at things is the way things happen around me...If the things happening around you is not the same as me...then dun blame me for stereotyping...)





Friday night...me and my friends go to this competition at this small shopping mall? Basketball competition...well... This awesome girl..she is there...:) talk to her alot that night...have funny conversations and stuff.... When i got home...i was like...re-call the moments we had... Only i realize...nah...i do not like her ... Well i think i like her because she is nice and friendly...although she don't look hot...but personality that matters right? So i was like acting "myself" in front of her...haha...which is not the normal thing i do in front of the girl i like.... I was comfortable in front of her...can talk many crap and shit like i used to...and enjoyed the moment...

Is it me or is it all guys will act differently in front of the person he like? Or is it all human beings are like that...Well for me if i act normally in front of any girl...means i don't like them... I wished its easy to like someone new...:) then the pain would be less... But i couldn't...i envy people can recover from a break-up in like days and going out with another girl already? Owh well...guess its just old-fashion-me... :)))









Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever.



Peace out Yo!

Combination of 3 days

OkOk..where do i start? I try my best to remember the things that I've done...This is gonna be like a freaking diary....:(

Okay... Last Friday, was the a memorable day...THE DAY THAT I STOP BEING A VEGETARIAN.... *proud...

Then its Saturday...Morning was boring because i slept until 11pm because i played Pokemon with Eric until err 2pm? LOL...Lifeless...Then woke up at 11 played nba until 1.30pm. Then head yi jun's house to fetch him and go eric's house to fetch him and went to sunway club gym. Yi jun was like wondering "eh, gym got leng lui?" LOL...Me and eric stared at him...haha...we know he was joking...What to do...boys...:p... After err lets say 1 hour of gym? i think less than that...wasn't in the mood...:(...Then 3 guys went in the steam room to chat...Yi jun..because he is the new guy... We close the door hardly and let the steam water on the ceiling fell on him....and no joke..its damn hot....haha..Thats what eric did to me last time....:( After that we plan to go pyramid find for part-time job de...but then saw the parking all like alot of people...So many cars parked beside the road...And i think was drizzling...so aiya..went back.... Go home do stuffs and 7p.m. go pyramid because i told my parents i wan find job...*desperate for part-time job...:P Once i reached pyramid...i seriously go ever level to find for jobs...and i think i walked the whole pyramid? Or at least also got 80%... and was texting eric blabbing about how pissed i am finding for jobs... Some shop can like put vacancy on the window...and when i go ask..they say the job is taken... AT LEAST TAKE DOWN THE PAPER DAMMIT... Was so excited when i saw vacancy-part-timer.... I mean there's a few more shops that have vacancies...but i didnt went inside to ask... I didn't want to do the jobs that i dont like for example sell shoes...shirts... I went to the Digital Centre to find...no job...:( Then went to those stalls like Hot&Roll, Sno, Moo Cow and many more... Dont't have... Its shocking to know that finding a part-time job can be so hard..... Then went to arcade to shoot a few hoops...and daytona for 1 round and went home...empty handed...

Next is today...Morning went to a RM2 shop to have breakfast...although its cheap...but its damn nice....vegetarian shop...xD...After that, went to IDk what place to see some Buddhist thing...They release the fishes into the river something like that... And listened to a few interesting stories... The sentence i remembered most is "once you meet difficulties, stay calm" and another is "There's no miracles in life" I am not that spiritual la...but i DO believe in miracles...thats what made my day everytime... Later on head back home and my family went to IOI mall to shop but i stayed at home... Around 2pm, they called and call me to go eat lunch by myself.... Thats the hardest part...i don't want to go far, and i want something cheap.. Well the pan mee shop didnt open to went to this Taiwan restaurant.... Ordered Chicken chop rice and Lemon Juice...damn nice...RM12.50..WTH...expensive....==...simply eat can go up to RM12.50...not nice...Then at night went to pyramid again because my mom wanted to Universal Traveler to buy some shirt or duno jacket and stuffs... She is going to Guangzhou to accompany her sister to do surgery there i think? Well at least 2 weeks she go there... Then I was like walking around the whole pyramid to find for a nais place with strong Wi-Fi...But failed...so headed to arcade and wanted to shoot some hoops...But stopped at the Midnight arcade machine to watch one malay and one chinese kid playing the game... I was in their shoes once..but now i don't really fancy arcades...go once in a while is ok...Because last time i m really addicted to arcades.... Well the malay children won...lol..Syok sendiri...then he versus ghost mode...==...he is so into the game until he pointed middle finger at the screen.... Which is LOL! Then walked around the arcade...lazy to play and game...so stopped again at this dancing machine to watch the guy dance...NOT bad... Few minutes later my dad called me to meet up....we were going home... Then he told me its time to go buy new clothes for chinese new year... NOOO....buying new clothes is like my worst nightmare....><... I hate buying new clothes...so i told him..."If i got time i will buy...currently lazy to buy now..." And yeah went home and thats the end of my day...

Owh well...jobless asshole down the street...cannot work....might as well study...Girls don't like guys that are less clever than them...:P

Peace Out!

Sad case

Hmm...watched you're the apple of my eye yesterday... And i have to admit that the movie was awesome...Lol..i so late only start watching... Well the movie is really sad la...then ending....i heard people said that its unexpected.... But too bad while i was watching the movie...i skipped the ending...which starts from the wedding... I just closed the window and do my stuff... I guess i just don't have the courage to watch the ending?

My friends say that the main character's life is almost like me... i said...naaahh... he has courage and I don't have courage... Well i guess because its a movie...the story line is scripted and mostly is not the same as real life i guess? Well, movies and videos really inspires me... Well if my friends think that the story line is like my life, then i SHOULDN'T let the ending come true.... Hey come on...although the story line is almost same as my life...doesn't mean i will end up like him... I WON'T let that happen! Watching the person you love marrying another guy? And congratulate them but actually you're not sincere? That is like worst than dying... No man..that aint nice... Never let the person you love go with other person... Once you have the chance just tell her....or worst comes to worst accept the rejection and move on....( i know its hard...but this is life... :'( )

Easy Peasy

Hmm...yesterday was interesting.... i was having fun for the whole day... Nothing went bad...well.. got la..but i dun think that as too bad...(idk what i talking)

Well...start off by going to the temple in bangi... My mom force me to go...so i drive go lu...although this is damn lame..but its the first time i drive 120km/h.... dont care la...myvi drive so fast for wat...not same at all..after praying n all those...went to the restaurant in the temple... Ordered Wantan mee...and it was like the best wantan mee i've ever tasted.... :)...Then went home after lunch... OTW, i hear like my car got abit problem...then stop by the side to check...lol...idk what fell off and keep hitting the tayar... Then thats why my wife masuk hospital for fixing and service...

Went to my old house there de shop to fix my car... I was thinking..since so long din come back ad...so i just talk a short walk around the place... Hmm....not any obvious changes here and there...i still see familiar faces and familiar cars... The childhood i had growing up in this neighbor hood...hmm...it also smells like home..:)... I thought of the future...hey i might move back to my old house here though..when i had a steady job or something...then have 2 dogs... I mean that neighborhood has all the things i need... Have petrol...restaurant...7-11...car shop...clinic...barber...pharmacy... I dunid to go anywhere though...its so convenient...IDK la...for some people...they can dai living in that environment...I mean its simple though...although i gotta admit that place is abit dangerous la...but now got guards already..should not be that dangerous gua...

Not like the house i m living now...On top of the hill...yeah i admit the scenery is nice...can see sunway from my house...But the people here not same lo...Not all la..but i feel like kinda... I duno how to express this feeling ... Around my old house when i take a walk, the best car i see is err...benz? or bmw? And majority of the cars is proton? perodua? not alot of fancy cars... Like my house here...zzz..easily u can find a sports car...porche? ferrari? lancer? r35? Hummer? got 1 guy ownes 3 hummer...zzz.. Not that i envy or what, but they work hard, so they deserve it... and myvi is like normal car here...lol..haven get to see 1 car is not as good as myvi... Aiya...now the car my parents buy de...what for compare...Lol..(talking to myself) My friend from highschool keep compare my car and his...and i keep say...all now buy car is parents money wad...care so much for what...nxt time we ownself earn money buy car then only got meaning ma...now got car can already de la... Rait? :) IDK...i think simple life suits me more sia.... ^^

At night, me n my friends celebrate a friend's birthday...but b4 that went basketball first.... lol..boys...hahah...Had fun though...gotta talk with my old friends...and knew my friend's sister...lool.... But mostly our gathering is chatting la...not spending time eat or watch football... Then its time for da cake...whee...damn excited...coz first time make...dun know what will ppl think that cake taste like... All see the cake...then say its buy de...lol...coz the design really nice...by my friend's mom...fruit cake that i ate the past few days.... My friend cut the cake and divide to all...giv me first..then i go giv her younger sister...lol....all BOO me....haha...After all eat the cake..all also say nice...wheee...and really dun believe that is we make de...haha... U gotta see the face of the birthday boy man...haha...damn epic...his face was like stunned...haha...well at least i think like that.... I mean i dun think got ppl ever bake him a cake for his birthday b4 la...maybe got..but so far i dun think so...this is the first time...and the first time for me to bake a cake for a GUY! *gayism... ^^ Well...thats the most i can do for a best friend rait? Coz b4 this all wan buy him another thing...so i was like...his family quiet rich de also...what for he needs those things...lets get him something he cannot buy...and poof...a cake which contains alot of "sweat"and heart.... You got money also cannot buy a...haha

Da cake...nice?