what the hell am i doing?????????

here am i....wondering nowhere....just wasting my precious time facebooking.....so much time wasted on that shit...i wish i could have more determination...but...it is hard to find....now i am on my fathers phone to write this blog to write about how i feel..... If i cotinue like that...i am gonna lose everything....my future will not be bright....i will be looked down by people and maybe even the girl i like.....she is so hardworking...and i m just nothing compaired to her....worthless junk...i can say...yeah....maybe someone with a better qualification can bring her happiness...just hope that nobody harms her...or break her heart...or else i will break his neck!!!!!