Da 13th day since i started to miss you so badly...

Waliao....these days hor....lesser and lesser thing to say de ar...why ar...sien....SIEN AR....nothing to do....go skol everyday....then come back everyday....walking the 1000+++ steps home....under the sun...so hot...then reach home....eat...then ply com....then go basketball...then go home .....eat....ply hp....ply com....edit blog....sleep....that is not wat i wan my life to be....dammit....if like that...i would rather go to work...can earn money...buy stuff for her....muahaha...so gud nia....




Tomolo i will be going back to seksyen 4...waited this day for so long..tomolo...i hope to see you....if i had the chance to talk with you....i hope you dun be scared or hate me talking to you....i do this because i love you....it pains me if you do react like that....




I LOVE YOU.....** ******

Da 12th day since i started to miss you so badly...

yesterday no time to update blog...tution come back ad veli late...yesterday nothing special happen....but...today got wor....today...i go skol...got student from japan come my school....then we so called welcomed them with open hands la....but i dun think any of them is pretty....if ** ****** come hor...all go back japan ad lo...haha....


But stupid 1 lo....they come their buisness la...then until my class oni study 2 periods....so sien...nothing to do....then when i saw 1 japanese gal...i thought of her sia....coz they look alike....but ** ****** is more leng lui la...n taller....cuter.....haha....haiz...then when at class hor....i sien ma....ma do hw lor....not like me leh....do revision by myself....sien de ma.....not like me leh....



I don't noe why....but the more i didn't c you...i m scared that the feeling will fade away....i hope it doesn't....coz you are worth sacrificing for....my time...my energy...everything....if you can just understand.....





I LOVE YOU....** ******

Da 10th day since i started to miss you so badly...

Today is another boring week...after all da fun i hav during friday, saturday and sunday...finally...its today....Monday...i was so sleepy when i woke up....then as usual go to school...stupid perhimpunan...so long, sit until my ass oso pain nia....stupid pengetua...a guy...but talk so slow like a gal...fine...nvm..go back class...moral...copy motes and then sit there do stupid.....then until bm...do rumusan....the teacher thought i don't noe anything....keep come and teach me...wat to do....i just act like i don't noe anything....sien...

after recess...boring recess....i quickly walk back class...then sit there...until my fren come call me go science lab....hmm...the teacher not bad de....kinda leng lui...muahaha....but married i think....>.

i walked back home as usual....i had tried counting the steps...i think is about 1300++ steps.....long leh...muahaha....train stamina nia....>.<...then reach home on about 20 minutes....go bath....then eat chicken rice....i swallowed a few bones...X.X...then play computer.....then go and sleep....when i wake up...eat ad then go tution in meridian....come back....edit blog....=.=

I think i've knew what i want....i think i should master my studies...reading books...doing exercise...so that my results will be good....yeah...i think i m gonna do that.....because of 1 thing....IF i like her with the results i having now....i dun think i can merly match up to her....well...she is kinda good in her exams....beter than me i can say....so...to match up with her....i think i should study 1st...only i can be a perfect match for her....

I MISS YOU EVERY SINGLE SEC.....** ******!

Da 9th day i started to miss you so badly...

Today veli sien ooo....nothing to do....wake up at 10 again....parents gave me those "looks"...ok...nvm....then go eat chu cheong fan....so full....then after that see television for awile....then go upstairs do homework....listen song....so sien....

Then when finish 1 page of interesting maths....cnt tahan ad....go on computer....go see facebook....the ffs...nicole gan today oni sign up an account....her value is already 45 million....wtf man....then play computer for very long....then go inside room sms with friend...we chat about her....say her things....when sms thinking of her....miss her soo much nia....then fell asleep....>.<....then wake up bath and do blog....today so sien....

I MISS YOU ** ******

Da 8th day i started to miss you so badly...

Today is so sien...haiz....wake up at 10am...then nobody at home....so can ply come....ply until 12+...mother come bac...then ply awile more...go bath and go tution...tution is at yak chee....i go there early...so ma go play ball...see all small kid....sien...

Then when 2.30+....zhen yu come...then we ply ply until hot ad go under the fan too cool down...then after 5 minutes...han shen and jornan come...so go play ball again...so boring nia....ply until 2.10....ooo...shit...late ad...the tution is at 2....ma walk back to the class...then when reach canteen....saw her bro and sis....i wanted to ask her bro for her number...but think ad...dun wan la...so stupid nia....then walk back to class....luckily got on aircond, not so hot....but still abit sad luu...coz didn't see her...haiz...if she got go tution there...i think we now friends ad....but wat to doo...

After tution...go mamak eat....then come bac play com then ply with blog....hmm...sien...miss her SOOOOOOOO much...when can i officially be your friend....You called me dun waste time...i don't think its wasting....i think its worth it....for you...nothing is more important....

I LOVE YOU....** ******.....muakxx

Da first time i saw you since i changed school...

I hav waited sooooooooo long for this day to come...so i can go bac to seksyen 4 to c YOU...i missed you everyday ever since i didn'y have the change to see you......when i reached school....i played basketball...like usual...then i called yi jun teman me go find ** ******....he agreed...becoz he wanted to see SOMEONE 2...muahaha...so i hav sum1 teman me ad....

i searched everywhere....canteen....every blocks by seeing...i even asked her friend weather she got come anot...well...she got ar....then when kasper, kar chun, yi jun go like small kid ply at lorong...i ma sit there looo.....(still missing her)...then go up play basketball again...so hot...saw heusen...then ma chat abit...then ply 3 on 3...haha i won...

Stil damn hot...so i saw kar chun, kasper and yi jun go down...ok...nvm...play awile 1st....then when until cannot tahan ad...ma go down....jornan follow me...so go down...ma call kasper they all de hp....NO1 ANSWERED....damn dulan...haha....then after that i found out that all those ******* at kasper house.....=.=....i was like ...ok...wtf?...

after going down and calling them all those shit...i go anjung D c the kelab bahasa cina....i stil cannot find her...nvm...sit down...blow air...then chat wif magdelane...chat chat awile...RINGGG....until badminton now...then i got excited...i ma call magdelane help me find ** ******....then suddenly she say....SHE IS AT THERE... i was like...WHERE???? i oni saw many kelab cina de shirt...then i saw 1 special person...with green shirt...i knew is her...from the back i see....is been a week since i last saw her...she is still as attractive as usual...i wan so damn freaking attracted...muahaha...but dun dare talk to her...coz i heard that she hates me....

When 5...we must go home liao...so i, kar chun,magdelane,her sis n yi jun waited at the traffic light....(next to her car...)muahaha....so i can gap her a little...she went down to find her bro and sis...after a few minutes...she come out...then get on the car then go home...it will be another suffering week until i see her again....I LOVE YOU....** ******

Da day that i really hate my parents!

what do your parents do...they nag and nag and nag....non stop...they always says that the things they are doing is best for us....but screw that CRAP!!!! Only we knows what is good for ourselves!!! dammit...parents always does things that makes us fell annoying....but WHO GIVES THE SHIT!!!!!! I am TIRED of these shits!...fuck man its my freaking life....pls don't do anymore decisions for the SAKE OF MY FUTURE already...!!!!

My parents transfered me to Batu 8 without thinking weather i want to go anot....they just do things according to themselves!!!!!! FUCK IT BASTARD!!!!!!! and today my mom lectured me about those....(you know).... I was thinking deep inside my heart.... CHANGING SCHOOL AFTER FOUR YEARS IN IT...IS NOT GONA MAKE ME TURN BETTER!!!!! WHAT YOU ARE DOING NOW IS DAMN FREAKING SUFFERING FOR ME!!!!!!!! I REALLY CANNOT TAKE THESE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU...MOTHER FUCKER...JIBAI....MAHAI...CHAO HAI....DIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Da 1st day of school life in Batu 8....

Guess what... da first day in school....its was so unexpected...i was like hoping a school life like my life when i m in seksyen 4...haiz...when i went in da school... I went to see the PK HEM...she was an indian teacher...she arranged me into an account clas...4C..well...its was called da THIRD class...ok...nvm...i go in da clas...teacher asking me about where i come from all those shit...


BUT..when da teacher asked me about why i wana come to Batu 8...I just answered DON'T KNOW...i was so gona beat up the teachers who asked me that question...well....when i think alone by myself...i cant get any of the answers... And SUDDENLY...i came up with the answer...its BCOZ of my parents!!! DAMMIT....ITS MY LIFE...WHY SHOULD CARE....MY FUTURE IS IN MY HANDS....WHY MUST THEM BE DA 1 HU DECIDES MY FUTURE....CAN ANY1 TELL ME WHY....ITS TIME FOR ME TO STAND UP FOR MY FUTURE....ITS NOW OR NEVER!!!!!!!!

Da 1st day of not being a Seksyen 4 student...

Finally...the 1st day has arrived...i felt so RETARD...i will be shifting to SMK Batu 8 on Monday...it SUCKS....i noe....

There is 2 things tat i will miss from Seksyen 4...That is HER laughter,smile,face,cuteness.....To me that is worth giving up everything in the world....I hopes that SHE sees my blog...and understand my feeling towards HER...I wish i could tell her how much i miss her...but i think that it's impossible....she hates me....what can i do....i hope that i can erase her hatred towards me in her heart and actually be in it....well...somehow....

But i swear....that i will be back....although i m in Batu 8...i will miss you every single sec...nothing can change my felling towards you....i will...somehow make my way to be in your heart...eventhough its nearly impossible....but for you...its worth trying....i will earn my pride in front of my parents and will try to be back in Seksyen 4.....

2nd...is the basketball team members....my dream before even thinking of getting in to the basketball team is being the captain of the basketball team of my school....and....I HAVE MADE IT....although my position is not verified by my team members...i felt happy...for the 2 weeks of being the un-official captain of the school's basketball team....but...with the title of the basketball team captain....cant impress her...so what's the point of being the captain...when i'm gone....i hope that you all must train to get better...that is wat i want to c for the school basketball team's future....

Seksyen 4...........I'LL BE BACK!!!!!!!!!!