Day 1
I woke up at 5.30...then ruch to mpsj on 6am...then get on the bus...get to the row most bhind...and sat down....took 4 hours n 30 minutes to reach the destination...when we reach at 10.30...we cheak in in to huts...then regroup at the dewan. We played the juggling game...and i learn how to be a leader...At nite...we sat in our groups and learnt communications,how to listen,express feelings....and me n my room mate sleep at 10.15...
I MISS YOU
Day 2
woke up at 6.30...ate breakfat at 8.30...then take a quick bath in the cold water...REFRESHING!!!played rock paper scissors...haha....for fun....then welearn our ways to study....mine is need to do plenty of exercise...I joined the creative writing group...we went bside the river to write stories...when its about 3pm...we head back to camp site...we played a game that uses paper to make a tall structure....we had 50 cards....and at last...we lost 40 cards...so my team gave up...after the game...me n my team discuss our feelings about the game...we ate dinner at 5.30...sooooooooooo early..then we do the sexiest dance in the world.....after that...we returned to our groups..and discuss ourself...so that the group members noe us more...i made a magic trick and my team members were shocked...haha...then i teach a staff magic!!
Miss you!
Day 3
I didnt write it down...so sorry...i will edit it later....
Love you
Day 4
Today is the day for my team to do a talent show, we did like a tv program...i went first... and did a magic trick...two actually...and we did like High School Musical...we all dance around like stupid people...after those activities...we sat down and giv each of the team members sumthing good about them...they thanked me for my cool magic tricks...and said i m a natural leader...which i was so blur about...after that...we all sat down and did public speaking...suddenly when i was shuffling my cards...i heard my name....SHIT...-_-"...they were shouting my name...so i only had one choice...go out n speak...after that...we started hugging each other....then i as there as normal...shuffling cardsby myself...and didn't hug anybody...except a guy....zzzz....then sudenl;y...there were 5 or 6 girls...they said...come jian wei...lets hav a hug..."then without prepared...they hugged me...i was like standing n dun dare to move...tomolo is the las day...i hope there wil b no more hugging.....!!
Day 5-Last day
wake up like normal...go find the ppl who jaga ice cream...and ordered 50 cones or ice cream...haha...cost about rm 150....then got 1 activity nid break a board...the boaard is my weekness of getting to a goal...so i wrote..wun finish wat i started....then after a few ppl...my turn...so break it only lo...haha...then every1 cheer...to all who did the breaking....then eat..then take group photo...the we rush back to our huts and fas fas bath...then waer into our outfit...haha...new shoes for me!!! then parents come....then talk this talk that...then graduation....then sijil here n there...then dance dance....then go on truck to get out of the jungle...i din cry...haha...then reach the bus...then start our journey...then they ply truth or dare...then only dare...they do french kiss...all those shit...n i din peduli them....than sleep sleep sleep...sms sms sms...lidat..then reach ad...then sit parents car home...then reach home ad online...haha...then sleep...sien leh???
CAMP YUBER ROX....!!! GO IF U HAV THE CHANCE...ITS WORTH IT....!!!
Monday, December 21, 2009
Camp Yuber!!!
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Monday, December 14, 2009
Tagged by Jia Wei
被点到必填,不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷
(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目
(3) 写完请点10位小朋友,不可不点
(4) 点完后请通知那10位小朋友他被点到了.被点了的不能再点.
1.Kasper
2.Hui Ying
3.Fennie
4.Wei lin
5.Heusen( but i dun think he noe chinese)
6.Anyone who is interested
7. Anyone who is interested
8.Jia Wei
9. Anyone who is interested
10. Anyone who is interested
01-[ 4号认识6号吗? ] : mayb...
02-[ 10号是男还是女? ] : dono
03-[ 8号的兴趣是? ] : chat wif her bFF
04-[ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ] : Got~ 1 brother
05-[ 7号姓氏? ] : Shit
06-[ 10号人缘好吗? ] : Think so
O7-[ 4号有人追吗? ] : Got~~~~
09-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ] : dono
10-[ 8号的生日是? ] : 14-10-1996
12-[ 5号读哪呢? ] : Sek 4
13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ] : dono them
14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ] : lost count
15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ] : dun think is human
16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ] : My daughter...fat 1
17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ] : Hell no...
18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ] : dono
19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ] : dono
20-[ 你爱5号吗? ] : Yeah!!!
1.是谁传給你这份问卷的 :
Jia Wei
2.你们认识多久呢 :
not long enuf...
2.3.你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗 :
Sure
4.你与他(她)的关系是 :
Friends
5.你覺得他(她)的個性如何 :
Cute...playful
6.请问他(她)的兴趣是 :
Keep say boredddd in msn
問:當你在更衣室沖水,门忽然被打开了你会
Its a miracle!!!WHOA
問:海中忽然大浪來襲后你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了你会
I dont understand...
問:去海边玩会使用咩交通工具
Har???
問:你突然发现沒帶泳裝泳衣你会買吗
I dun really like swimming....just play water only
問:回去时发现有其他遊客手机沒拿你会觉得是哪牌子的
Sony Ericsson
問:海边对你來说是
Open-minded
問:看到镜子会不由自主的向前吗
Din try b4...
問:经常用洗面乳吗
No...
問:说到自恋会想到谁
Myself...lol
問:有人说该減肥了你会
Half way ad...chill la...
問:自恋適合你吗
Yeah!!
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Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Off day...
Today is the off day i hav been waiting for...bt when today reached...feel sien pulak...ntg to do nia...so go n register sudden attack...on9 game lai de...then cockroach say veli sien o...so i just thought off the game i saw in my work....NARUDOU...then i ajak her to ply...wat to do...she copy my short colour...TT....then when she got in...found her admirer wor...keep say he love her...n how much he love her....i c the word ad oso geli...aiya....for those leng lui is normal de la...hor...cockroach? Then she call me ply maple...shit...my com de version too old ad...so go download...waited 15 min ad...not even 1%...aiya screw it la...take from my fren....muahahaha....
In the world...there is only 1 person that can make me happy...changes my mood from bad to happy....that wont be my parents...they oni noe how to mess things up.....a few days before my mood was very bad....i fell like killing myself...coz i lost my direction...u noe??...at that very second...i really hoped she was beside me...only she can change my mood...my mind was so messed up...i dont noe wat to do...i really wished my life would just end like that....
Then the second day arrived....i was in work...at summit usj....as normal...then suddenly...my head was veli pain...i hav headache....and hatred was all inside my head...there is a guy in my section that i really hate....i could hav killed him with my knife in my hand...just suddenly only...i felt hatred...dono y....i hated 1 of my supervisor....luckily i throwed the knife away....then i went to another section...the multimedia section...my mind was finally calmed...after 15minutes of struggling...my face was red...n i meant really red...after i calmed down...fever striked at me....suddenly oni...fever...headache...all came out...n the headache was during tat time my mind has alot of hatred...i tahan the headache...fever ...all those...until 10.30...n i finally get to go home....reached home at 10.45 lidat...bath ad...straight away sleep....dun care if the earth is gona die...
Then lidat was how i pass these few days...
So long din see you ad...i really missed u veli much~~
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Saturday, November 14, 2009
This is IT~~~
From the first day we met....its the day i started to hav feelings towards you...that day changed my whole life....but....due to the results i got....i dont think my parents will allow me to change back....bt...bcoz its gotten worst....i will ask them for the transfer....
But...too bad la...i heard that next year s4 will have afternoon session...that seperates her from me...i wished i could b form 1 nxt year....at least i have the chance to see her smile...and pass everyday hapilly...
When the day i meet you...i told myself...this is the girl....
THIS IS IT!
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Friday, October 16, 2009
An Angle~~~~
Elorzzzz...so long din update blog ad....sien ma...so now oni update....
There was a gal....which thinks she is cute....i first meet her....(secret)....she gave me a feeling...A feeling...is that angel da 1?haiz...who noes....when i first saw her...i stil blur blur....after i meet her...and had a few conversation...yeah...she is alright...but i noe sure got no chance de....but nvm...if she is happy...its ok with me anyway....wat to do...my life is lidat de ma....~~
Problem 1 solved...now is....with her keep appearing in my mind.....my DETERMINATION is bac..!!!!i m so going back to S4....can c her~~~its enough ad....well....beter than the life i m having now....but if i didn't change back in time.....i will hav wasted 5 years time....for wat??? MSSD ofcoz....waited 5 years.....mus b a part of it nxt year...i hope time is enough....MSSD....and her.....I think mayb its enough to push me to study more.....
i always hoped....why didn'y i meet her earlier?? is tis fate???if i met her earlier....alll these things wont happen....why....hope u stay in my mind as long as possible.....
Hope u Happy always~~~~~~~~~~~
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Thursday, September 10, 2009
Da FIRST day i m confused...
Da first day i felt like that....you make me loss confidence in myself...ur every move....will have effect on me...so please...stop it...and tell me what do you really want....I m sick of guessing...
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Thursday, August 27, 2009
I MISS YOU...day 41
HI!....lazy to update blog....plus...my parents dun let me on com so often....many things happen and i lazy to talk about it...all stupid things....not realy important....today is already 28th of August lor....so many things to do....so little time....
During the holidays....no school...nothing to do...except go tution all those shitt....aiyo....y H1N1 come at this kind of time....so unlucky so many people kena...and some died.....throughout the holidays and my normal life....i was thinking tat IF....IF she kena H1N1 virus....what would i do....when there is not much time left....what am i gona do? i keep asking myself these questions....and i cant get the suitable answer...would i regret???
I kept thinking of you every sec...didn't have the courage to approach you....peeking you from the side....is not enough...that cant be me....but....if i made my move....i was afraid that you will be frightened of me.....
I once made a bet with the "other me"....betting on that i can wait for you until you finish school...these days i kept doubting myself....weather this bet is worth it or not....its a bet for my future.....
I CANT EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I MISS YOU!!!
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Tuesday, August 18, 2009
I MISS YOU...day 31....
I cant remember any of the details for the pass few days....but i remembered 1 thing....is da day when i finally found the courage to sms her....i was so afraid to sms her....coz i heard rumors that she hates me all kind of stuff....so when i told myself....i already change skol ad lo...y scared....y hesitate?....so i just picked up my hp and sms her....
I 1st ask r u ** ******...then she replies who are you....(i dont wan to go in the details....) then she sent me one message....she said...not to put hope on her....its wasting my time....she called me to study 1st....then all those things we can talk later....i kinda argee with that.....BUT.....i wont do 1 thing she told me....is to dont put hope on her....
SHE is the only reason which kept me moving....if i totally lost hope on her....i would totally be a piece of paper....i dont want that.....i must hav a goal....besides...she is the reason i wanted to change back to smk s4 so badly.....>.<
I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, August 5, 2009
I MISS YOU...day17...
如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.
如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言是一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.
如果失去是苦,
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦,
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦,
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦,
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!
Who can explain????????
I NEED YOU ** ******
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Monday, August 3, 2009
Da 17th day since i started to miss you so badly...
Today...perhimpunan....the stupid pengetua din come....my fren say go find prostitude ad....lol....then go back class.....tired....T_T....go back class....got 10 minutes pengurusan diri.....then i sleep awile...until the nxt period...moral teacher come in and call me wake up...din schold le...lucky....then study until finish school....waited 20 minutes until my mom come fetch....
Then where i go leh....back to school...to take paper things lo...haiz....miss school so much....then i ban yeng at the bus stop 1st....until they finish school....then waited until SHE come out....so leng lui....she changed her hairstyle....cuter ad oooo.....feel like hugging her....but i acted like i didn't see her...haha...but i noe she sure got saw me....feel....muahaha....then i go inside the school to find teacher take thing....then go back class....bang the door...then whole class looked at me....sooooo scary nia....
then wait until them finish school....then folow kar chun car go home...then go eat with uncle from singapore....then when he go bac...i ply com awile...then tution....then gona sleep...good nite!!!!!!!!1
I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!! ** ******
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Saturday, August 1, 2009
Da 15th day i started to miss you so badly...
Haiz....these days....lazy to update blog ad...so sien...nothing special 1....yesterday was Friday...i go back seksyen 4....but they say got match with form 3 at bk5....so sad....cnt go school...cnt see her...cannot release my stress...cnt ease my pain...wat to do...
when at bk5....plying with form 3....han shen and zhen yu become so called referee....but actually they don't noe anything 1...just go there....espicially the han s.....dono become referee...judge until like shit....zzzzz....nicole gan got go....what a surprise....she don't usually hang out with us on fridays....then we started hard in the begeining...but we owned the game....muahaha.....
after the game...those form 3 go back to skol...then we play awile....until kar chun n i decided to go back skol to wait for her sis to come fetch...zzzz...we went in from the back door...its not locked...lucky us....then went gona reach the bus stop...i started looking for her...i took a long time to find her....until i found out that she way siting on the side of the gate....the ledge there....i think its ledge or edge...i dono....wearing green t-shirt....then din tie her hair....so damn freaking hot o....with her pink bag.....sitting with her brother....so hott....so cute....just wat i like....then nvm....i n kar chun waited at the bus stop....then her sis came...we go home....i wanted to give her a goodbye kiss...but ...duwan la...>.<...i oso pai seh.....==....
then when reached bangau.....i n kar chun shoot ball here and there....until the other gang wanted to V.S my gang....we actually wan 3 on 3 1.....but they die oso wan 5 on 5....FINE....we give them game....lanci ma...wear stupid jersey....wana vs...think wear jersey can win ar....then at the end of the game....we won 21-13....so suck....just after my leng "chao gan"....T_T......haha....but they get 13 is we put water 1....they suck lo...their center become controller....so pro nia...
Then i go home ....tution all those shit....then sleep......
Today wake up....go eat breakfast outside....then go home play computer...then go tution...then do this do that until 6.30....go wei lin hse...her sis birthday....then until now...update blog....
I these 2 days hear my fren says that ** ****** say that she hates me....i don't noe is real anot....but then today i heard that she doesn't hate me.....can which 1 tell me which is real and which is fake?
I LOVE YOU .............** ******
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Thursday, July 30, 2009
Da 13th day since i started to miss you so badly...
Waliao....these days hor....lesser and lesser thing to say de ar...why ar...sien....SIEN AR....nothing to do....go skol everyday....then come back everyday....walking the 1000+++ steps home....under the sun...so hot...then reach home....eat...then ply com....then go basketball...then go home .....eat....ply hp....ply com....edit blog....sleep....that is not wat i wan my life to be....dammit....if like that...i would rather go to work...can earn money...buy stuff for her....muahaha...so gud nia....
Tomolo i will be going back to seksyen 4...waited this day for so long..tomolo...i hope to see you....if i had the chance to talk with you....i hope you dun be scared or hate me talking to you....i do this because i love you....it pains me if you do react like that....
I LOVE YOU.....** ******
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Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Da 12th day since i started to miss you so badly...
yesterday no time to update blog...tution come back ad veli late...yesterday nothing special happen....but...today got wor....today...i go skol...got student from japan come my school....then we so called welcomed them with open hands la....but i dun think any of them is pretty....if ** ****** come hor...all go back japan ad lo...haha....
But stupid 1 lo....they come their buisness la...then until my class oni study 2 periods....so sien...nothing to do....then when i saw 1 japanese gal...i thought of her sia....coz they look alike....but ** ****** is more leng lui la...n taller....cuter.....haha....haiz...then when at class hor....i sien ma....ma do hw lor....not like me leh....do revision by myself....sien de ma.....not like me leh....
I don't noe why....but the more i didn't c you...i m scared that the feeling will fade away....i hope it doesn't....coz you are worth sacrificing for....my time...my energy...everything....if you can just understand.....
I LOVE YOU....** ******
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Monday, July 27, 2009
Da 10th day since i started to miss you so badly...
Today is another boring week...after all da fun i hav during friday, saturday and sunday...finally...its today....Monday...i was so sleepy when i woke up....then as usual go to school...stupid perhimpunan...so long, sit until my ass oso pain nia....stupid pengetua...a guy...but talk so slow like a gal...fine...nvm..go back class...moral...copy motes and then sit there do stupid.....then until bm...do rumusan....the teacher thought i don't noe anything....keep come and teach me...wat to do....i just act like i don't noe anything....sien...
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Sunday, July 26, 2009
Da 9th day i started to miss you so badly...
Today veli sien ooo....nothing to do....wake up at 10 again....parents gave me those "looks"...ok...nvm....then go eat chu cheong fan....so full....then after that see television for awile....then go upstairs do homework....listen song....so sien....
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Saturday, July 25, 2009
Da 8th day i started to miss you so badly...
Today is so sien...haiz....wake up at 10am...then nobody at home....so can ply come....ply until 12+...mother come bac...then ply awile more...go bath and go tution...tution is at yak chee....i go there early...so ma go play ball...see all small kid....sien...
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Friday, July 24, 2009
Da first time i saw you since i changed school...
I hav waited sooooooooo long for this day to come...so i can go bac to seksyen 4 to c YOU...i missed you everyday ever since i didn'y have the change to see you......when i reached school....i played basketball...like usual...then i called yi jun teman me go find ** ******....he agreed...becoz he wanted to see SOMEONE 2...muahaha...so i hav sum1 teman me ad....
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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Da day that i really hate my parents!
what do your parents do...they nag and nag and nag....non stop...they always says that the things they are doing is best for us....but screw that CRAP!!!! Only we knows what is good for ourselves!!! dammit...parents always does things that makes us fell annoying....but WHO GIVES THE SHIT!!!!!! I am TIRED of these shits!...fuck man its my freaking life....pls don't do anymore decisions for the SAKE OF MY FUTURE already...!!!!
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Sunday, July 19, 2009
Da 1st day of school life in Batu 8....
Guess what... da first day in school....its was so unexpected...i was like hoping a school life like my life when i m in seksyen 4...haiz...when i went in da school... I went to see the PK HEM...she was an indian teacher...she arranged me into an account clas...4C..well...its was called da THIRD class...ok...nvm...i go in da clas...teacher asking me about where i come from all those shit...
BUT..when da teacher asked me about why i wana come to Batu 8...I just answered DON'T KNOW...i was so gona beat up the teachers who asked me that question...well....when i think alone by myself...i cant get any of the answers... And SUDDENLY...i came up with the answer...its BCOZ of my parents!!! DAMMIT....ITS MY LIFE...WHY SHOULD CARE....MY FUTURE IS IN MY HANDS....WHY MUST THEM BE DA 1 HU DECIDES MY FUTURE....CAN ANY1 TELL ME WHY....ITS TIME FOR ME TO STAND UP FOR MY FUTURE....ITS NOW OR NEVER!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, July 18, 2009
Da 1st day of not being a Seksyen 4 student...
Finally...the 1st day has arrived...i felt so RETARD...i will be shifting to SMK Batu 8 on Monday...it SUCKS....i noe....
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