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Before this post, i had another post that i wanted to post out. But after staring at the post today....i decided to delete all the things in that post and write this post. That previous post is about her, mayb i m damn pissed..duno for what reason..but i m weird these days...

peace out?

seriously have no mood to do anything...

Anybody has suggestions? please i would like to hear them

something wrong?

hmm..something is wrong with me eversince i went to the orphanage what's the problem? At first....something or some feeling wants me to be there....its like I have to be there...but don't know for what reason....I just have to be there....

But after i reach the orphanage, i asked myself....what am I doing here....I don't really like kids though....but what made me come here....thats the question I wanted to answer since i went there....what feeling was that.....that I must be there..... Can somebody please tell me why...Its weird....and after I went there ....all i see is negative things....dont know for what reason i started calling those orphans inside.....they looks like animals...i mean its kinda true...for my opinion....you dont pay a freaking buck to the orphanage....do you know only who does that? ZOOs...what do you expect.....we are already gonna play with them...give them supplies...and still have to pay to go in.....fuck urself orphanage...if you say the money is for the orphanage...then that's bullshit...so in another way...if nobody visits the orphanage...means you got no income? then what will you do? Ass

I think there's something inside me....although i m cold blooded....but i do pity those uncle or old man beside the streets or on those bridge begging for money....and i always will donate money to them....dun care if they are in what condition....i just won't donate to those teenagers that begs money beside the road....go work ur ass out faggots..... I think its my prob lem....i mean i like animals....but dont know why i dont seem to like kids...for me....i think if something or somebody that has no relation to me i won't care about them.....but in another case...i dun care my brother and sisters also...dont even talk to them....but my parents...yeah i do love them.... As you can see....i pity those old man by the streets.....animals.....but the only thing that i dun like is kids......what the hell...weird huh? Yeah i thought so....

Peace out

Huh?? O.o

• • Do you know?
    You have a wonderful smile
    I would do anything for those smile of yours even it means running a thousand mile
    Your smile is not something that money can buy
    Although its hard to make you smile but I shall try
    To others...
    Its just another smile
    But to me...thats what keeps me company on a deserted isle
    Seeing you smile makes me stronger everyday
    Its so strong it can event prevent doomsday
    You smile its like my oxygen
    Its same as kids nowdays need vitagen
    But kids don't need vitagen to live
    I need your smile so that I can stay positive
    
    
    I don't think this above is a good poem...but its meant for somebody very important in my life...Without her my life is meaning less....Its her that adds color to my life and make my life so interesting...
    
    
    
    
    peace out!